hmmm

I did everything just to forget him,I tried everything just to get rid of all the memories of him,but the truth is..Im missing him so much..

I played my favorite game,it was his too..and everything inside it reminds me of him.

How I wish he would appear.

Why did this even happened?

We didnt fight,we didnt even have any misunderstanding yet you just went missing like this.

I dont understand. :'(

This is the greatest and nicest Birthday present ever.Heartache.

I just hope you will do well in life,be a successful man in future and i hope you find someone you love truthfully.

If you are reading this,thanks for all the good and bad times we had together,Thanks for helping me when I need you and thanks for breaking my heart,it means a lot to me.

Please dont repeat what you did to me to others,cuz someday you will meet someone who isnt as forgiving and patient as me.

Maybe their brothers will hunt you down.

Im disappointed cuz you didnt talk to me about breaking up,tell it straight to my face and not fulfilling your promises to Mama. You promised her something yet you broke it.

I speechless~~

To my Friend :)

To my girl :)

Happy 19th Birthday yeah?

And I wish you all the best in your life and hopefully you will make wonders when you are in your 19`s :)

Sorry for not able to celebrate with you today.

Promise will make it up to you later dear :D

For all I know:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEYANA

Wish you all the best always... :

New addiction woootttt

Currently,this is my new addiction.. SDO CHINA :)

Totally updated always ok server China. Shame on you Malaysia.

Malaysian server dont update new patch,same old songs and boohoooooooo..

All the yy not leng :(

Thats why i moved to SDO CHINA.

The songs are like 63pages...

Cant get enough of playing :)

The clothes, awww~~~~

Fuckin nice..I personally love the hair the most..

and the faces...wooooooooot...

Now mastering Cant Nobody -LVL 25 :)

Murden Wuz Da Case

Di dalam evidence room di Pulau Pangkor, sekumpulan CSI meletakkan bahan-bahan bukti di atas 'meja siasat'. Mereka sedang menyiasat tentang pembunuhan Mr. John Konner.

Bahan-bahan bukti disusun di atas meja dengan kemas. Bahan-bahan bukti yang dikutip adalah:

1) Hammer.

2) Kayu baseball.

3) Senduk.

Selepas ahli-ahli CSI Miami-Wannabe susun bahan-bahan bukti itu, diorang keluar tengok wayang...

Hammer: Argh! I don't belong here! Macam mana aku boleh sesat kat sini?

Kayu baseball: Eh, diam lah. Bising pulak penukul ni.

Hammer: Eh, sorry sikit. Aku barang import daripada Amerika so engkau kena panggil aku dengan nama orang putih which is 'Hammer'.

Senduk: Kalau engkau diimpot daripada Amerika, apasal dekat badan engkau ada tulis "Made in China"? Engkau orang Cina yang tinggal dekat Amerika ke?

Hammer: Diam la! Bodoh!

Kayu Baseball: AKU barang daripada Amerika. Tapi yang pentingnya sekarang bukan asal usul kita. Yang pentingnya sekarang adalah objek mana yang diguna untuk membunuh John Konner.

Senduk: Aku hanya digunakan untuk kaut nasi. Tak boleh guna aku untuk membunuh orang.

Hammer: Ay, dude, bro, kalau engkau incessant (innocent), takkan la mamat Fellatio (Horatio) tu nak bawak engkau masuk evidence room! Bodoh!

Senduk: Tapi aku memang tak bersalah!

Kayu Baseball: Kami dibawa ke sini sebab mereka tak tahu siapa yang bersalah. Mereka akan menyiasat kita satu per satu nanti. Aku tahu aku tak bersalah...

Hammer: Ay, chilling, bro. Kalau aku manusia, lepas tu aku nak bunuh orang, fest (first) thing aku ambik is you, bro. Sebab engkau memang direka cipta untuk pukul kepala orang pun.

Senduk: Tapi dia dicipta untuk pukul bola.

Hammer: Aku tahu la dia dicipta untuk pukul balls! Diam la! Bodoh!

Kayu Baseball: Semasa John Konner dibunuh, aku berada di dalam bilik tidur dia--

Hammer: Aku tak percaya engkau la!

Kayu Baseball: Aku pun tak percaya engkau.

Senduk: Huh? Aku tengah blur sekarang...

Kayu Baseball: Penukul macam engkau ni lagi best kalau digunakan untuk membunuh. Dah la kepala engkau dibuat daripada besi. Handle engkau kayu, senang nak memberi momentum yang kuat kepada kepala manusia.

Hammer: Engkau pun sama! Kepala berat, badan ringan! Senang nakswing! Mesti pembunuh tu guna engkau! Jangan nak tipu!

Senduk: Jangan lah tuduh menuduh--

Hammer: Diam la! Aku tahu engkau tak bersalah sebab engkau takkan boleh punya membuh orang! Lembik macam sotong! Bodoh!

Kayu Baseball: Detektif Horatio kutip engkau dekat ruang tamu. Tempat engkau di dalam stor. Macam mana engkau boleh ada dekat ruang tamu?

Hammer: It's like this...

Kisah Hammer (Penukul Cina yang kononnya di-import daripada USA):

Okay, I was chilling, right? Lepas tu John Konner kutip aku sebab nak gantung satu frame di ruang tamu. Dia ambik paku, dia ambik aku, lepas tu ke ruang tamu. Tiba-tiba, dia receive one phone call, so dia pergi answer the phone la. Itu last sekali aku nampak dia hidup.

Kayu Baseball: Hm...

Senduk: Hm?

Hammer: Engkau pulak? Macam mana boleh sesat daripada bilik tidur ke ruang tamu?

Kayu Baseball: Macam ni...

Kisah Kayu Baseball (Diperbuat daripada kayu. Memang barang Amerika):

John Konner inging mengukir nama dia di atas badan aku. So, dia letak aku di ruang tamu sementara dia mencari kunci kereta. Tiba-tiba, dia ternampak frame gambar mak dia di atas lantik. Paku tercabut. So, dia pergi stor. Lepas tu aku tak tahu apa terjadi.

Kayu Baseball: Itu lah cerita aku.

Senduk: Aku pulak macam ni...

Kisah Senduk (Senduk plastik yang dibeli daripada IKEA dengan harga yang amat murah):

Tempat aku memang di laci dapur. Tiba-tiba, laci aku dibuka--

Hammer: Siapa nak tahu kisah engkau?! Diam la! Bodoh!

Kayu Baseball: Aku tahu aku tidak bersalah dan aku tahu Senduk tak bersalah. Engkau.

Hammer: Aku?

Kayu Baseball: Ya... Engkaulah objek yang digunakan.

Hammer: Eh, selamba je tuduh aku! Aku boleh sumpah dengan engkau yang pembunuh tu tak gunakan aku!

Kayu Baseball: Mungkin sebab pembunuh tu tak guna baranganMade in China kot.

Senduk: Habis tu. Pembunuh tu guna apa?

Pintu evidence room dibuka. Detektif Horatio dan Doktor Abu masuk ke dalam bilik itu.

Horatio: Aku masih prefer part one la. Part two macam tak best sangat la.

Abu: Tapi part two Megan Fox ada lagi banyak screentime! Dan robot-robot Megatron lagi cool!

Horatio: Betul jugak... So, objek mana yang digunakan oleh pembunuh itu? Hammer? Kayu Baseball? Atau Senduk?

Abu: Huh?...... Oh! Ya. Objek yang digunakan adalah... pisau.

Horatio: Pisau?

Abu: Ya, pisau.

Horatio: Tapi kami tak jumpa pun pisau di tempat kejadian.

Abu: Tahu kenapa?

Horatio: Kenapa?

Abu: Sebab masa korang bawa mayat John Konner ke makmal aku, pisau itu masih tercucuk kat dada dia.

Horatio: Alamaaaak! Tak perasan laaaa! Hahahahahaha!

Abu: Hahahahahaha!

(found this somewhere but its funny) :)

Whats for Breakfast

Well,whats for breakfast today is..... tadaaaaaaaaaaa...

Sausage McMuffin :)

Anyway,yesterday I slept around 10pm watching "Seruan Arwah" with Papa on TV3 kot?

D story is lameeeeeeeeeeeee... I fell asleep watching..LOL

Then around 1am mama woke me up to go to my bed cuz i fell asleep on her bed. (i walked to d room around 12am)

Its d first time since weeks I slept like a normal person :P

I woke up around 5.30am. Cuz I had enough sleep.

Still not normal.

Normal Sabel wakes up around 10am to 11am if she sleeps around 10 :P

But hopefully my sleeping schedule will get back to normal cuz I need to be normal.

Im single,so i need to use up my time for beneficial matters :D

Anyway today papa went to Cameron Highland. And not bringing me :(

Papa,i want strawberriesssssssssss pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee...

Today

Didnt sleep yet. Otak aku blur and aku sangat la still hyper. Adoiii..

Anyway,semalam pergi jalan2 dengan Papa and Mama kat UO survey handphone cuz my handphone dah sikai gle.. :P

Now Im still wondering what phone to buy cuz otak aku masih blur2 lagi...

So my list to do for today is:

1.Mandi and lepak.

2.Nanti papa dah bangun nak ajak dia pergi post office sebab nak post surat kat Perlis.

3.Pergi D`Garden nak survey handphone lagi..

4.Maybe nak g belanja Papa makan sushi or ape2 je lah!

5.Balik umah on9 and update blog lagi if beli handphone harini.

6.Pray dapat handphone harini..hahaha...

Dah update lagu ikut mood aku harini..ngeee..

Ne-yo - Part of the list :)

Girl Issue

This is how I am everytime I cut my hair :D

Typical girl issue :P

Waiting

I dont know how long I can still wait for you. It hurts a lot to go on with this and its keeping me down for weeks.

I just hope that one day,you will remember and realize that I waited for you to contact me for two weeks.

Two weeks of waiting is like 2 years of suffering.

I pray that you are always healthy and happy. I dont wanna be selfish to think only about myself.

Maybe you have a reason for missing in action like this. Its depressing to wonder when you will call me back.

Hmmm...

I`ll just pray for the best. I love you.

Still waiting.....

10 things I know about love

1] The person who loves you will never have a reason to tell you why they love you.Whats important is,they only love you.

2] Even if you are taken,they never care.What they want is,for you to be happy and they will always wait for you.

3] The person who loves you accepts you for who you are,doesnt matter if you gained weight or you are not perfect.

4] The person who loves you will always be updated about you.They will know your whole schedule.Its like having a secret admirer.

5] The person who loves you,will always text you "Good Morning" when you wake up,"Good Night" before you go to sleep and "Have a good day" everyday. Thats how they say they care and love you. They dont need to say "I love you" because its hidden in their concern for you.

6] On your Birthday,they will always be the last one to wish you.As they say,save the best for last.

7] The person who loves you will always be there for you in sadness and pain or happiness and joy. They will always be by your side to support you and give encouragements.

8] When you are sick,they will always call and ask if you are okay. They will buy you medicine or take you to clinic if its necessary.Thats how they support you.

9] If you are having exams,they will always remind you to study and remind you how important study is. On the day of the exam.They will always call you and tell you "Good luck".

10] The person who loves you will give you one belonging to you. It may be ordinary but it has deep meaning.

and the last thing i know is.

The person that loves you will never cheat on you or hurt you in any ways. :'(

Lots of Love

This guy,has been my drug for the past one year. :)

His name is Ian Somerhalder. He is the bad boy of the year haha!

Well he plays Damon Salvatore which i love love love and love love love....

Nuff said.FULLSTOP.

Damon,just forget about Elena :P

Let Stefen have her,I`ll always be with you :D

Haha,in my dreams... pbftttt..

I just hope in the series,you will find ur true love :)

I`ll always support you.. *Smiling*

Get ready for Zombie Attack

I cant sleep well more than 2 weeks already. My daily routine has changed drastically and Im like a Zombie.

I dont sleep,i go out of the house til morning and in the morning I still cant sleep.

I tried to,took meds and all..still no effect..

2 weeks ago,I was worried about Flood happening in the North. Yes,i do care for the environment and i do read news.

People I know are involved in the flood and til now,still havent contacted me,its frustrating.

My bro in Kedah,his house is flooded til they can only see Rooftop.

Now the flood has gone better and whats left for him is 6 clothes and 3 pairs of shorts.

Eats only one meal a day since all money is used to restore the house.

Now its already better there,but where is .....? He hasnt contact me since my birthday and still no news from him..

I dont know what to think of actually...

This has happened before,it can happen again..

I just hope him missing for 2 weeks is with valid reason of I will cut him till his body is bleeding to hell.

Seriously,thats nothing compared to my patience being wasted off day by day. I do have limits and I think my limit is up.

I just hope that he will contact me ASAP or else,he`s out of my life.

Hope there will be a response soon..

Only GOD knows how much I missed you and worry about you. Hmmm..

Im waiting :(

Today`s Story is...

Today is a wonderful day..

I spend my time chatting with close friends and I effing love them to the end. :)

I got a few calls through my dad`s phone and its problem. haha..

Well,all i need to say is..

Its not that I dont want to settle it nicely,I do. I did told yea to wait for me to come back.

But what did you do?

You know what you did. Attacking us in Ipoh and Penang on phone wont solve anything.

Next time,ask your whole family to call me.

See if I still care.

Wait,actually..is it even my problem?

It doesnt have my name on it,I didnt sign any contract and I dont owe TM anything.

So why must I bother?

You can lodge a police report,I dont mind.

I can lodge one too :)

Ini hari punye cerita

Saya berada di Utara dan utara sangatlah best :D Udara nyaman,hujan memanjang..

Tak pasang kipas pun sejuk..hehe..

I didnt sleep yet btw and now im still not sleepy,I spend my time chatting with friends... :D

And Watching my fav show... The Vampire Diaries.. *love love love*

Now Im updated and waiting for the new episode this thursday.. Oh god cant wait..

Cerita ni best sangat sangat.. :)

Tak rugi nak tunggu ni download even kdg2 lambat gle ok.. but its all worth it..

Anyway,today papa dapat kereta baru*yay*

Nanti nak g merayau dengan pika and all... Boleh drive kete baruu..hauahahahahaha... :P

and sekarang baru berhenti hujan.. so sejuk gle... takyah pasang air-cond.. jimat electric harini..kah kah kah...

WinterHoney

My new Marco,Thanks Papa

Introducing to you my new Dell :)

The name is Marco and its in Peacock Blue.. Im loving the new Dell finishing,its glossy and the design is sleek and now I`m a happy girl :)

This new Dell of mine uses Windows 7 duhhh... and Intel i5 Processer with 4gb Ram and 500gb hard disk Memory.. :D

The screen is HD and its really nice to watch movie in it. Its not as heavy as my Pink Dell - Shaney. Shaney,i still love you,i hope you will be useful to my family here in Ipoh :)

Thanks for all the good times we had together for 2 years.I love you!

Thanks Papa for Marco,Love you so much *hugs and kisses*

Sangat lah sejuk...

Today saya ada kat Ipoh... Its raining so badly today and dari highway nak masuk jalan tambun.. Banjir...hahahaha..

so ternampak banyak la kereta kereta yang berasap.. :P

Its an amazing view :P

Yang paling best kat jalan tambun,org dah letak kon oren tu nak bgtau takleh jalan.. g jalan jugak..last2 berasap kete..yay!

Merc pun berasap oke!

Bodo bodo.. :P

Today g makan mcd dgn family...seronok sangat2..Pika just came back from Langkawi :)

Plain and simple..its been ages since I spent time with my family so Im happy to be back in my hometown :)

Tomorrow mama will be off to KL to work... So Im staying at home with Papa and Pika .. :D Esok nak g Giant cari cooler pad :)

As for monday..nak g survey handphone ape nak beli..but i still have no idea on what phone to buy :( ahhhh....runsing.... :'(

Today saya spend time pagi buta ni..chatting dgn farah gn adik dia kat FB.. eheh.. sangat la comel adik farah ni.. Minat kete tp aku bukan tau pasal kete so jawab dia...aku google la.. :P and knowledge dari tgk cerita Boys over flower dulu :P oh oh!

Ekekekeke..next time saya update lagi okeyh? Tata.. :D

First and Last

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Mama :)

FIRST SCHOOL: MariaVille.

FIRST CELL PHONE: nokia 3210 gila old skul :D

FIRST FUNERAL: never been to any

FIRST PET: fish but all mati kene cekik

FIRST BIG TRIP: For sure balik KG right? Philippines

FIRST FIGHT : can't remember uh!

FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Justin Timberlake..ngeeeee

FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: 3months old?haha

FIRST JOB: Waitress at a restaurant

FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: idk,cant remember who..lol

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: Laogong :(

LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: last 2 weeks :(

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: Stairway to heaven

LAST FOOD YOU ATE: Kebab

LAST ITEM BOUGHT: Petroleum Jelly

LAST SHIRT WORN: white pink shirt..lol

LAST PHONE CALL: 1second ago

LAST TEXT MESSAGE: such a long time ago

LAST KISS: 2 weeks ago.hmmm

LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: my keyboard?

LAST FUNERAL: never been to any.

LAST TIME AT THE MALL: yestarday

LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: last few days.

LAST PERSON YOU SAW: Farah`s sister

LAST THING YOU DRANK: Coke coke and coke

LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: hmmmm...

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?:before my boyfriend leave melacca :(

Truly me

There is a reason that I keep my distance from people.Everything I did,I did it for myself.

I was a girl who always put my friends first before me,but different things always happen when its not expected.

The reason Im moving out is,hmmmm...

I prefer staying alone. I`m always alone anyways.

So this decision is fairly done.

Then,if I can get a cheaper single room,why must I share?

Papa asked me to move out anyways cuz he told me sharing 3 person a room for rm167/month is expensive.

Well,I think so too.. People can get rm200 for a single room right? Darn nice to stay alone.. :)

I need my own space and i dont want to fight with my friends so staying alone will prevent this kind of things to happen so its better this way right?

Happy Eid Mubarak :)

To all Friends and Family,

Selamat Hari Raya,Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)

Have a blast on Hari Raya.. Mari kite serbu rumah kawan kawan lama dan menambahkan berat badan makan cookies raya ..hahahahahaha..

Ps/ Main mercun jangan sampai hilang tangan kak & lain lain oke? Take Care all :D

Nasi Lemak Incident

Where it happened: Ipoh

One day, early in the morning I got up from bed, the sky outside was still dark, I was craving for a pack of nasi lemak, so I got up wash my face and straight grabbed my car keys.

I recall back there's a famous uncle sells Nasi Lemak infront of a chinese primary school.

So I drove through the housing area, the time shows 5.30 a.m and I was wearing a blue sweater,driving a silver Perodua Myvi with my windows wind down.

I reached the place, there's still no sign of anyone yet, my heart pumps faster as my stomach growls louder.

The place is getting brighter and the sun is almost up.

The situation in my car is just silent till suddenly a bird flew in the car.

I shouted and shouted as the bird kept flying here and there and not wanting to go out from the car and stopped the car in the middle of the road.

I closed all the windows. Thats the last time I`ll drive with my windows down. Suddenly I can see a bright light coming towards my way, It's the Nasi Lemak uncle. The uncle looks so sleepy when I saw him. I was his first customer and that day I ate nasi lemak ayam for breakfast. :D