Waiting

I dont know how long I can still wait for you. It hurts a lot to go on with this and its keeping me down for weeks.

I just hope that one day,you will remember and realize that I waited for you to contact me for two weeks.

Two weeks of waiting is like 2 years of suffering.

I pray that you are always healthy and happy. I dont wanna be selfish to think only about myself.

Maybe you have a reason for missing in action like this. Its depressing to wonder when you will call me back.

Hmmm...

I`ll just pray for the best. I love you.

Still waiting.....

10 things I know about love

1] The person who loves you will never have a reason to tell you why they love you.Whats important is,they only love you.

2] Even if you are taken,they never care.What they want is,for you to be happy and they will always wait for you.

3] The person who loves you accepts you for who you are,doesnt matter if you gained weight or you are not perfect.

4] The person who loves you will always be updated about you.They will know your whole schedule.Its like having a secret admirer.

5] The person who loves you,will always text you "Good Morning" when you wake up,"Good Night" before you go to sleep and "Have a good day" everyday. Thats how they say they care and love you. They dont need to say "I love you" because its hidden in their concern for you.

6] On your Birthday,they will always be the last one to wish you.As they say,save the best for last.

7] The person who loves you will always be there for you in sadness and pain or happiness and joy. They will always be by your side to support you and give encouragements.

8] When you are sick,they will always call and ask if you are okay. They will buy you medicine or take you to clinic if its necessary.Thats how they support you.

9] If you are having exams,they will always remind you to study and remind you how important study is. On the day of the exam.They will always call you and tell you "Good luck".

10] The person who loves you will give you one belonging to you. It may be ordinary but it has deep meaning.

and the last thing i know is.

The person that loves you will never cheat on you or hurt you in any ways. :'(

Lots of Love

This guy,has been my drug for the past one year. :)

His name is Ian Somerhalder. He is the bad boy of the year haha!

Well he plays Damon Salvatore which i love love love and love love love....

Nuff said.FULLSTOP.

Damon,just forget about Elena :P

Let Stefen have her,I`ll always be with you :D

Haha,in my dreams... pbftttt..

I just hope in the series,you will find ur true love :)

I`ll always support you.. *Smiling*

Get ready for Zombie Attack

I cant sleep well more than 2 weeks already. My daily routine has changed drastically and Im like a Zombie.

I dont sleep,i go out of the house til morning and in the morning I still cant sleep.

I tried to,took meds and all..still no effect..

2 weeks ago,I was worried about Flood happening in the North. Yes,i do care for the environment and i do read news.

People I know are involved in the flood and til now,still havent contacted me,its frustrating.

My bro in Kedah,his house is flooded til they can only see Rooftop.

Now the flood has gone better and whats left for him is 6 clothes and 3 pairs of shorts.

Eats only one meal a day since all money is used to restore the house.

Now its already better there,but where is .....? He hasnt contact me since my birthday and still no news from him..

I dont know what to think of actually...

This has happened before,it can happen again..

I just hope him missing for 2 weeks is with valid reason of I will cut him till his body is bleeding to hell.

Seriously,thats nothing compared to my patience being wasted off day by day. I do have limits and I think my limit is up.

I just hope that he will contact me ASAP or else,he`s out of my life.

Hope there will be a response soon..

Only GOD knows how much I missed you and worry about you. Hmmm..

Im waiting :(

Today`s Story is...

Today is a wonderful day..

I spend my time chatting with close friends and I effing love them to the end. :)

I got a few calls through my dad`s phone and its problem. haha..

Well,all i need to say is..

Its not that I dont want to settle it nicely,I do. I did told yea to wait for me to come back.

But what did you do?

You know what you did. Attacking us in Ipoh and Penang on phone wont solve anything.

Next time,ask your whole family to call me.

See if I still care.

Wait,actually..is it even my problem?

It doesnt have my name on it,I didnt sign any contract and I dont owe TM anything.

So why must I bother?

You can lodge a police report,I dont mind.

I can lodge one too :)

Ini hari punye cerita

Saya berada di Utara dan utara sangatlah best :D Udara nyaman,hujan memanjang..

Tak pasang kipas pun sejuk..hehe..

I didnt sleep yet btw and now im still not sleepy,I spend my time chatting with friends... :D

And Watching my fav show... The Vampire Diaries.. *love love love*

Now Im updated and waiting for the new episode this thursday.. Oh god cant wait..

Cerita ni best sangat sangat.. :)

Tak rugi nak tunggu ni download even kdg2 lambat gle ok.. but its all worth it..

Anyway,today papa dapat kereta baru*yay*

Nanti nak g merayau dengan pika and all... Boleh drive kete baruu..hauahahahahaha... :P

and sekarang baru berhenti hujan.. so sejuk gle... takyah pasang air-cond.. jimat electric harini..kah kah kah...

WinterHoney

My new Marco,Thanks Papa

Introducing to you my new Dell :)

The name is Marco and its in Peacock Blue.. Im loving the new Dell finishing,its glossy and the design is sleek and now I`m a happy girl :)

This new Dell of mine uses Windows 7 duhhh... and Intel i5 Processer with 4gb Ram and 500gb hard disk Memory.. :D

The screen is HD and its really nice to watch movie in it. Its not as heavy as my Pink Dell - Shaney. Shaney,i still love you,i hope you will be useful to my family here in Ipoh :)

Thanks for all the good times we had together for 2 years.I love you!

Thanks Papa for Marco,Love you so much *hugs and kisses*

Sangat lah sejuk...

Today saya ada kat Ipoh... Its raining so badly today and dari highway nak masuk jalan tambun.. Banjir...hahahaha..

so ternampak banyak la kereta kereta yang berasap.. :P

Its an amazing view :P

Yang paling best kat jalan tambun,org dah letak kon oren tu nak bgtau takleh jalan.. g jalan jugak..last2 berasap kete..yay!

Merc pun berasap oke!

Bodo bodo.. :P

Today g makan mcd dgn family...seronok sangat2..Pika just came back from Langkawi :)

Plain and simple..its been ages since I spent time with my family so Im happy to be back in my hometown :)

Tomorrow mama will be off to KL to work... So Im staying at home with Papa and Pika .. :D Esok nak g Giant cari cooler pad :)

As for monday..nak g survey handphone ape nak beli..but i still have no idea on what phone to buy :( ahhhh....runsing.... :'(

Today saya spend time pagi buta ni..chatting dgn farah gn adik dia kat FB.. eheh.. sangat la comel adik farah ni.. Minat kete tp aku bukan tau pasal kete so jawab dia...aku google la.. :P and knowledge dari tgk cerita Boys over flower dulu :P oh oh!

Ekekekeke..next time saya update lagi okeyh? Tata.. :D

First and Last

EVERYONE HAS THEIR FIRSTS:

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND: Mama :)

FIRST SCHOOL: MariaVille.

FIRST CELL PHONE: nokia 3210 gila old skul :D

FIRST FUNERAL: never been to any

FIRST PET: fish but all mati kene cekik

FIRST BIG TRIP: For sure balik KG right? Philippines

FIRST FIGHT : can't remember uh!

FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH: Justin Timberlake..ngeeeee

FIRST TIME OUT OF THE COUNTRY?: 3months old?haha

FIRST JOB: Waitress at a restaurant

FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: idk,cant remember who..lol

EVERYONE HAS THEIR LASTS:

LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: Laogong :(

LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: last 2 weeks :(

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: Stairway to heaven

LAST FOOD YOU ATE: Kebab

LAST ITEM BOUGHT: Petroleum Jelly

LAST SHIRT WORN: white pink shirt..lol

LAST PHONE CALL: 1second ago

LAST TEXT MESSAGE: such a long time ago

LAST KISS: 2 weeks ago.hmmm

LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: my keyboard?

LAST FUNERAL: never been to any.

LAST TIME AT THE MALL: yestarday

LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FOR SOMETHING: last few days.

LAST PERSON YOU SAW: Farah`s sister

LAST THING YOU DRANK: Coke coke and coke

LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOUR HEART: hmmmm...

LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLY HONESTLY HAPPY?:before my boyfriend leave melacca :(

Truly me

There is a reason that I keep my distance from people.Everything I did,I did it for myself.

I was a girl who always put my friends first before me,but different things always happen when its not expected.

The reason Im moving out is,hmmmm...

I prefer staying alone. I`m always alone anyways.

So this decision is fairly done.

Then,if I can get a cheaper single room,why must I share?

Papa asked me to move out anyways cuz he told me sharing 3 person a room for rm167/month is expensive.

Well,I think so too.. People can get rm200 for a single room right? Darn nice to stay alone.. :)

I need my own space and i dont want to fight with my friends so staying alone will prevent this kind of things to happen so its better this way right?

Happy Eid Mubarak :)

To all Friends and Family,

Selamat Hari Raya,Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)

Have a blast on Hari Raya.. Mari kite serbu rumah kawan kawan lama dan menambahkan berat badan makan cookies raya ..hahahahahaha..

Ps/ Main mercun jangan sampai hilang tangan kak & lain lain oke? Take Care all :D

Nasi Lemak Incident

Where it happened: Ipoh

One day, early in the morning I got up from bed, the sky outside was still dark, I was craving for a pack of nasi lemak, so I got up wash my face and straight grabbed my car keys.

I recall back there's a famous uncle sells Nasi Lemak infront of a chinese primary school.

So I drove through the housing area, the time shows 5.30 a.m and I was wearing a blue sweater,driving a silver Perodua Myvi with my windows wind down.

I reached the place, there's still no sign of anyone yet, my heart pumps faster as my stomach growls louder.

The place is getting brighter and the sun is almost up.

The situation in my car is just silent till suddenly a bird flew in the car.

I shouted and shouted as the bird kept flying here and there and not wanting to go out from the car and stopped the car in the middle of the road.

I closed all the windows. Thats the last time I`ll drive with my windows down. Suddenly I can see a bright light coming towards my way, It's the Nasi Lemak uncle. The uncle looks so sleepy when I saw him. I was his first customer and that day I ate nasi lemak ayam for breakfast. :D

Other Uses of mamee

⇨I believe that food should be versatile.

Versatile in a way that other than the satisfaction of it's taste,
it's worth for money in other aspects.

aspects like..

or

or

yes, I do need to spend more time on useful things but what to do,I am bored like hell.. :D

Lovey-Dovey dooo..

In love ke? Dunno.. haha..

What I know is Im Happy with him.. Nothing else can describe it..

He`s an average guy,not rich,not good-looking but even so,I still think he`s perfect..

He takes care of my heart and he doesnt make me mad.

He thinks not only for himself but for the both of us.

He makes me happy.. :D

Him. Not a cherry-pie cutie looking guy.. Not a rich spoiled brat.

But simple as I am.. and its enough to make me smile.

Him. So humble that my mom likes him the 1st time she met him. Its cool to have you in my life.

I like it when he cares for me.. Well he takes care of me when Im sick :)

I love you I love you I love you.. :D

I hope that we will be together forever. :)

WinterHoney ~ Dreamland

FYI, i miss playing this game but I decided to stay away from it as Im so busy with something else... But yea,this is my favorite game of all.. I met many new friends here and some of them I already met in person and they are great people... :)

As people think, playing games is a waste of time,yes I do agree on that.. But if I dont play games,what else would I do on my free time rite? Hahaha.. Eventually no one will open their books when they are bored.. :P

Well, I hope all my SDO friends and family are doing great and always happy.. I miss you so much.. :D

The most i miss is my sh4gu4 family.. :) Shua++ guys.. up ranking more.. hehe..

Puasa puasa puasa..

Puasa tahun ni boleh tahan la...

ni baru je balik dari Tesco sebab beli barang2 dapur ni..

Macam biasa la.... Barang naikk harga... :(

Anyway now tgh busy tulis kad raya ... wakakakakka...

Macam biasa la every year mesti tulis kad raya :) Ini wajib tawww..hahaha..

Raya tahun ni for sure macam biasa la... Family ktorg tak raya meriah2 sangat sebab family jauh2.. :) But dah biasa so macam takde pape sangat la raya..haha.. Teruk gle kan?

But this year dapat raya dengan family kira dh bersyukur dah.. :)

Bile lagi nak hang out gn family sendiri kan... Time ni sume ada kat rumah seronok sikit..

Hope this year raya all selamat and happy balik kampung sume...

Malaysia macam biasa la..musim2 nak raya ni la banyak accident and all..

Moge2 tahun ni kurang la.. Pesan kat papa or mama bawak kete elok2.. muahahahaha..

Nanti2 la bile ada yang best jd dlm hidup aku aku post lagi blog.. sekarang mood aku mengarut je..hahahahaha

Selamat Berpuasa all :)

Di bulan Ramadan yang mulia ni..I wanna wish all friends and family Happy Fasting.. :)

Jangan lupe puasa kay? Jgn ponteng2..hehehehe..

So I am here to share some desserts that makes me crave for more...heheh.. :D

1. Cupcakes by Wondermilk. :)

Serious cupcakes dia sedap gile.. And attractive too :) The shop is in Petaling Jaya..

You can choose a wide variety of cupcakes kat kedai tu.. serious juling mata nak pilih sebab semua nampak cantik and manarik.. :D Its a bit expensive la but worth it cuz the cake is super delicious and the cream is sweet and addictive :D

See for yourself kan.. the pictures are taken from wondermilks website.. :D

One box of 49 cupcakes is around rm70.. but worth it :)

2. Cinnabon Cinnamon Rolls :D

This is my fav cinnamon rolls ever.. It was in KLCC not so long ago and its super delicious :( But I dunno where to get it nowdays.. serious im looking for it..huaaaaaaaaaaa... Miss eating this cinnamon roll :(

Thats all for today.. 2 of my fav place for desserts.. Voilà.. Toodles all.. :)

New Movie

Okay dh lama tak buat review pasal movies kan?

So to start back my blogging habit I kinda decided to blog out pasal recent movie that I spent money on watching :)

It was worth it,seriously.. U guys should watch this cuz seronok sgt :)

The story starts with a history about magic and all.. A betrayal of one Apprentice.

So it revolves around that..

This story is mainly about this boy who is a nerd that is a nerd..

Introduction when he was 10 years old and this story moves on till he is now 20

This story is a good story sebab jalan cerita dia best.. Yelah with all that magic and stuff..

Ada dragon,ada jarum.. terbang2.. Korg kene tengok la baru faham kalau org cite sini.. Baik korg takyah tgk kan? hahahahahha...

BTW,to me la kan.. i give this movie a thumbs up.. Effects dia cool gila.. You should watch it yourself :P

Sorry I`ve been Gone too long

Hi there guys,sorry lama pulak la tak update blog ni..

Dah bersawang2 dah ni haa... Time for cleaning :P Okay Im doing good no need to worry..

Been so busy with my sis`s kids and her new born >

I would like to Welcome to this world.. A beauutiful baby boy...

His name is Zayyad bin Zaini.. Borned 3.9kg in our historical city Malacca..

Very fair skinned and so tiny.. :P

After kids,I`ve been busy with my family and loved one.. Mama and my bf met in KL when I was on my way back to Ipoh for weekend break. Ate KFC and bla bla bla..

Normal stuff actually.. :P

Okay,truthfully Now im currently blurred so I dont have any idea`s to blog in.. So lemme just wrap it up and update more tomorrow ya? Sorry havent been a blogger for these past few months..

Will try and update often.. tata :P