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Today baru sampai melaka :)

I spent my Hari Raya Aidiladha with my uncle in KL.

Stayed in Selayang for 3 days spending time with my cousins there. :)

Stayed at home most of the time and I got nothing to do but eat eat and eat..

So mcm mana nak kurus ni?? :S

Pagi tadi makan nasi lemak,and I was already full then before going to puduraya we all stopped at Tok Wan`s restaurant and eat lunch,then disebabkan kat pudu ramai sgt org and my ticket is at 5.30pm Ayah Cik brought his family and I to KFC nearby. ( makan lagi )

Around 5.30 trun kat platform 7 but I waited around an hour tp bus tu tak muncul2 jugak and I was aggravated.

But all this happen with a reason. I met a new friend there,his name is Mukris and he is also studying in MMU.LOL.

We`re on the same bus and td time sampai Sentral naik taxi sama2.

BTW,Nice to meet you Mukris. :)

Now i am in my room buat bodo cuz jap lagi nak study E-commerce cuz my Midterm is like 2 days je lagii..

Arghhhhhhhh... I hate readingggg...

Single Ladies.

I totally gave my fullest attention in my E-Commerce class.LOL

I realize that Im too ignorant about my studies. I hope its not too late to change.

I screw up my last semester,and its time to fix it all bit by bit.

I`ll start slow but I hope I can cope with it.

The subject I am taking this sem is challenging cuz in CSA,there is a lot of calculations,and yes CALCULATIONS. For those who know me well,they will know that Im not sucker for Math. :P

E-commerce by the way has so much things to be read and understood.

Its fully read subject and I dont really like reading and memorizing FACTS!

But what to do,I need to..lol

Its not that I hate reading, I love reading but only story books. :0 hahahhahaa...

I have boxes and boxes of novels at home and so I dont consider myself as lazy to read books. :P

Today I spent my time in the library writing notes and arranging my notes. Then pergi makan,and damn,till now i`m so thirsty.

Tomorrow nak kuar lepak with some of my friends here and Celebrate someones birthday.

Then on Thursday I`m going back to KL to my Uncle`s house for Raya Haji..

Nak balik Ipoh tak berbaloi,kejap sangat tak best.

But I do miss my dearest mum and dad and also my beloved siblings. :D

Miss them very very much.

And Im opening a single ladies club.Wanna sign up? :P

All the single ladies, all the single ladies. Oooooo...ooooooo...aaaaa...oooooo

I have been single for a month now, and I feel great, I have no one to add my problems nowdays.

I never have to think about Him anymore or help him with stuffs.

I dont have to be sad if he doest even remember my birthday or wishes late or forgets our anniversary. Its annoying to have a bf that forgets everything.

I dont have to worry if he cheats on me anymore.

Im living life to the fullest being single.

I can mingle with anyone and my mum actually encourage me to be single..

I feel good about it when

I have my mum supporting me on the way.

I have tons on time to spend with my friends and study ( If i need to study )

I dont have to waste my credits talking on the phone every night cuz he does not have credit to call me.

Well,I know its impossible for him not to have credit so Im assuming he has someone else in his heart after being with me for 4 years. hahaha...

I wanna say thanks to that guy for setting me free. Im stronger now.

Thank You.

Hari ini saya sorg2.

As the title above,saya kesorangan..

Selalunya before tido,Lee gn aku msti gossip and gelak and menyewel,tapi harini Lee dah pulang ke umahnya kat Johor so aku tinggallah sini sewel sorg2..

Adoi,hari ni makan burger for dinner sbb malas nak masak..

Td tgk cite Kuntilanak dengan Farah dgn Aini,sekarang saye tulis blog.,

Facebook dah membosankan dan I am planning to buy new story books for my free time.

Esok nak kuar dgn Farah beli ticket bus nak balik Ipoh on Thursday sbb nak buat ptptn papers so I really miss home,whats wrong?ade pape masalah?

saya rasa takde so saya nak balik jugak sbb lee dah tinggalkan aku sorg2..

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Mari mari kita menyewel..

Sekin terima Kaseh amat2..

Saya tgh tunggu MMU msukkan duit refund and it takes helluva long time to wait..

I hope its not totally late

But I wanna say thanks to my friends here in Malacca yang celebrate birthday aku kat Sushi King. :)

I never celebrate birthdays with friends before other than my classmates and family..

You guys make a difference. Thank You very much. :)

I had fun eating sushi with you guys.

Thanks Aini even ko tak makan sushi ko join jugak..

Thanks Lee sebab ajo aku makan yang gle bapak mentah punya sushi and for the lovely card you gave me.. aku simpan sampai tue tu.. :P

Thanks Amoi and Lin sebab join and Lin,thanks sbb drive ktorg pergi sana.

I leb you guys..!! :)

And thanks to my friends yang wish me too even lambat 2--5 hari aku still happy korg wish aku..ehehehe..

Next coming birthday is, birthday Lee..ape ehhhh nak bagi..ehehehe.. :)

Me on turning 18

Im officially 18 years old today.

And I dont really feel ecstatic at all,I was weeping all night trying to get to sleep.

I managed to get two hours sleep. I guess I slept even for a short time.

I guarantee that I will have headache in class and throughout the day.

Okay this is why being 18 is supposed to be a great thing.

1. Boleh pergi BELI ROKOK dengan legally kat 7E but its totally useless for me as I dont smoke.

2. Normal 18yo Teenagers go CLUBBING at this age.But I dont.

3. Boleh pergi CINEMA and choose to watch rated 18 movies.LOL.

4. Can REGISTER for my own line.I mean astro ke,Broadband ke,Maxis ke. Dah cukup 18 dah wei.

5. Boleh amek sijil kawin dah.

So tell me,why is it a big deal when someone is turning 18? Macam biasa je.Okay?

I prefer being underage and being innocent.

Im having headache already. Chow. :(

Lunch at Ixora Food Court

Okay today had been okay,it wasnt too boring and it wasnt too fun.

I woke up around 11am cuz I slept pretty late yesterday.

Haven`t been studying today cuz I have no mood at all to study my brains out.

Went out with Lee and Aini for lunch at Ixora.

OTW there,A car was heading towards us. I panicked a little cuz well,the car was like gonna crush us.Then suddenly Farah came out of the car and it makes us all saying "lah engkau keee,ingat td sapa la nak langgar ktorg" something like that.

Sampai je kat Ixora,makan chicken rice and minum air sirap float.

The Chicken Rice was not bad,I love the chilli and the chicken taste good too.

For dessert,BANANA SPLIT. :D

Lee and I are so addicted to Ice-creams we cant have enough of em.

Today at noon it was effing hot and it makes me sick.I hate hot days but I love rainy days,i mean not the rainy days with the storm and all,but normal cold rain that wouldnt interrupt ASTRO signal.LOL.

Thats all for now,toodles..Will write again soon.

Yayyyy..

Yesterday was fun,WE HAVE ASTRO!!

So we aint gonna stay in our room 24/7 anymore..haha..

Yesterday we watched 13th Ghost and The Covenant.

Lee was obsessed with Caleb Danvers aka Steven Straits.

LOL! haha,he was my first love before Edward Cullen came.. :P

And Chase Crawford. He was the reason I started watching Gossip Girl anyways tho it turned out that i fell in love with Chuck Bass acfter a few episodes.

There is something about the bad boy look that i`m attracted to..LOL.

Lee was saying "ya allah hensemnye hensemnye dia,cute nya dia..macam nak mintak cium je lips dia..and soooo onnnnn."

Serious,1st time aku rasa aku dgr Lee minat White guys.lol cuz he normally like only Korean and it makes me wonder..

Should I introduce her to some of d actor that i am drooling about?haha..

Lemme think.. Im going out for Lunch now..Toodles.

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I dont know how to say this but sometimes I miss my buddies back in Ipoh.

I feel sad when I see their pictures in School Uniforms and snapping pictures in toilets.

Cuz I used to do that with them back when I was in School.

Diorg slalu kata, "sape suro ko blah awal"

Easy to say,i choose a different path and i`m following my heart.

I miss tido dengan ekin kat belakang kelas time agama, I miss lauging with Sara smpai nak pecah perut..

I miss Gossip-gossip dengan Ros and Ain.

I miss eating breakfast time rehat dgn all d geng,Sara,Ekin,Rosyam,Fiey,Ain and Ros. Not forgetting Bang bang.!

Sometimes,I even miss eating fishballs with ekin and Sara or eating laksa on Fridays. or eating bubur ayam every Tuesdays.

I miss getting an A for exams in class and always being top 3. Its so frustrating. Kat skola takde Courseworks and bla bla bla....Yang ada folio and Folio is so damn easy to do berbanding dengan Reports and Slideshows.

Nak jumpa korg tp time aku balik Ipoh je..korg mesti sekola. And kalau Sara,if cuti blah g KL.

Ekin tetiap kali aku nak balik Melaka,msti lalu umah dia..tp tak pernah singgah sbb aku takde kete. :P

Maybe oneday we will meet again.

Trimester 2.

Trimester 2 dah start.. :)

And 1st week is over.. Gila la belajar E-commerce..mmg pecah kepala sbb bosan..hahaha.. :P

I was about to fall asleep already td..

5TH November nanti nak pergi Main Field MMU tgk dog fashion show dgn Lee and Aini..

4th tatau lagi plan ape..

Im hell bored my broadband celcom dah habis 5gb so Im stuck with Prepaid Broadband lah jawabnye..but takpelah..boleh gak online and I think its more cheaper berbanding my monthly bill.lol.. :P

Mama,i miss you. :(

I wanna go back home on my birthday.. Tak best celebrate sorg2..

Gone Gone Gonee

I woke up this morning trying to make sense of d day.I heard my mum calling calling and calling Cookie.. I woke up immediately and head down to see whats going on..

COOKIE IS MISSING :(

COOKIE IS MISSING :(

COOKIE IS FUCKING MISSING :(

Im officially frustrated cuz I was loooking for Cookie whole morning and couldnt find her.

She`s so adorable and cuddly and I cant imagine loosing herrr..

My mum and I went out to look for her and til now,we havent seen her yet. :(

Cookie tu kuat tido,I pray that she`s sleeping somewhere and come back home..

I sent Duqie and Bumbum out to look for her and til now Duqie hasnt come home yet. :(

Seriously,Im not coming back to Malacca tomorrow nor Today cuz Im still looking for her. :(

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Dajal la sapa yang amik dia..

Aku sumpah sapa yang curik diaaa, Mimpi jumpa hantu marah and Cirit birit 7 hari 7 malam.

Sial lah!

And Cerita pasal handphone aku..

Hantar g baiki keypad,and dah elok keypad kedai tu pergi rosakkan speaker dgn camera aku..

So aku hantar balik g kedai and maybe tak sempat nak bawak balik Melaka so for time being,i`m using my father`s phone. Which was my phone 2 years ago.. LOL.

Pening kepala lah fikir pasal Cookie.. :(

Cookie..please come back home.. pleeeeeeeaseeeeee..

Sabel, Before and After SPM

Before SPM : Mak aiihhh,takut ahhh SPM susah..msti kantoi punya.
After SPM : Yay,dah tak payah g skola.

Before SPM : Results aku cm hampeh je trials,Study cincai.
After SPM : Tak sangka ada jugak A. :D

Before SPM : Ala,malas la nak iron baju skola.
After SPM : pakai je ape yang nak pakai..

Before SPM : Ala,malas la nak g skola..bangun lewat dah mama.
After SPM : Bangun paling awal pun kul 7pg sbb kelas kul 8am.LOL

Before SPM : Bila lah nak habis sekolah ni.
After SPM : Babai MGS, IM out :)

Before SPM : Study sambil dengar lagu Techno or Trance
After SPM : Study sambil online, Techno dah bosan, Trance tah ke mana, Hello Super Junior.

Before SPM : Nak jadi designer.
After SPM : Amek course yang boleh blajar designing.Yay.

Before SPM : Taknak ahh masuk Form 6.
After SPM : In university :)

Right from the heart

This is Prince Charming
His hot. His good looking. He has the hottest body. He gets you high
*drool drool drool*
(forget the fact that his on skates. I couldn't find a better picture)

So, picture with me , you see prince charming one day. His so handsome, his so hot, he makes your heart do somersaults. You want him. You want him so badly you brain-watch yourself into telling your body & brain that HE IS THE GUY FOR YOU. Without even knowing him.

Prince Charming and You get together. Everyone thinks you two are the perfect couple. Your girlfriends envy you, you got aunties and grandma's drooling after him, you even got straight men taking a second look at his booty.

Everything seems perfect for the next couple of months. And then, things start changing. You realize he isn't really the guy you thought he was. He says he'll call back, he doesn't. He promises you the world, he doesn't deliver a cent. Your chit-chat time with him is shortened to 30 minutes a day because his 'tired' or 'busy'.You send him a hundred text a day but he only replies 5 of them. He starts lying to you, you don't feel like you can connect to him anymore.

You feel lonely, you feel cheated, you feel stupid, but most importantly you feel unloved. Yes, he tells you that he loves you, but it doesn't show. No more fuzzy feelings when he calls, no more butterflies when he says your name.

Unloved.

And now, meet the toad.

*ribbit ribbit*

He isn't exactly the handsomest guy on earth, nor is he the happiest. He doesn't catch your eye when you enter a room. He doesn't bring sexy back.

But here's something you don't know-

"He'll love you for who you are. He'll accept you and not judge. He'll be there when you want to cry, whine or just talk. He'll treat you with utter respect. He'll honor your morals. He'll make you smile when you're at your lowest. He'll provide you with endless hugs. He'll remind you that you're beautiful. He'll shut up and listen."

He'll even kill all the insects in the world if you hated them =)

In conclusion, He'll LOVE YOU.

My point here is that girls, sometimes what might look and seem like the best for you might not be the best after all.

You don't need to be the prettiest, the one with the most expensive handbag, or the one with the hottest boyfriend. Find someone who loves you for you. And know that you are worth it and deserves a guy who treats you like a queen.

In reality, it's what's inside that counts.

Every girl deserves the guy of her dreams- with the right attitude.

If your guy ain't treating you well, shame on him, and dish him cause you're worth it.

Im totally screwed

I am the loyal type,I dont mingle with anyone else if I love someone.
But he dont understand that,he wants me to mingle around.
Is it hard for him to understand?
He wants us to give it a break for a while to find our inner-self.
I understand why,but I dont think by me mingling around i`ll find my inner-self.
Im no social butterfly,u know it better that others do.
So why are u insisting?
You said u needed time to think it all over.
I dont mind at all, I think its better we cool it off for a while,
You can live life to the fullest again.
You know what I told you was true,If you want to break up with me, tell it straight to my face.
Not through the phone,Im no operator.Sorry.
But you told me that everytime you meet me,its hard for you to break up with me cuz you feel so close to and you feel loved to the fullest.
Here`s a solution,spend more time with me.
Maybe it will make u get rid all off the doubts you have.
Im just giving you a suggestion.
Hell yeaaa..Im confused.
So here I am, talking by myself trying to find my inner-self.
Im so used talking to you but well,now i realize, I CAN TALK TO MYSELF. :D
Helluva Great right?
I should record this in my calendar. Wooohoooo..

Paranoid

Im being all paranoid today.
I was waiting for him to text me since petang td but he shut his phone down.
Bloody shit je.
Im sick of waiting,i tried to make it right but its all useless.
He said because selalu gado dia nak have an open - relationship.
Here is to you.
OPEN RELATIONSHIP CRAP!
Screw You!
He is unforgivable.
FUCK him.
Shit!

Aigooo

Today is my 2nd day in Seremban.
BTW,i`m in Seremban at my Aunt Zana`s house here in Senawang.
Yay! My 1st Trimester in MMU is done done done..
Now its holiday and well, its d 3rd day already! :)
The last two days in Melaka was terrific.
I spent time outing here and there.
Pergi tengok wayang with my baby in Dataran Pahlawan after lunch kat Medan Selera Mahkota Parade.
Mula-mula plan nak g jalan-jalan je window shopping last2 we went and watched G-force.
The movie is so funny,imagine all animals talks and works with the FBI?
Tak ke cool? :)
Then otw balik umah i dia sesat dgn i smpai kul 9..
Its so tiring seyh..
and he is so angry cuz the road back has no lights and there`s a car yang drive salah jalan seyh..
Taxi lagi..
Oh god..nasib time tu tak bwk kete laju2.. If not tah ape jadi.
But thank god dia selamat hantar i balik umah and balik umah dia.
Semalam dia hantar to Seremban cuz dia pun OTW balik KL cuz mama dia dah call call bila nak balik and beli buah ciku :)

I just knew I have 8 cousins in Seremban and I never knew their names.
Teruk kan? Even my aunty and uncle in Seremban ni pun i rasa baru sekali je jumpa..
So now im staying at my aunt and will stay here for at least 2 days.

TTYL. Cant wait to post pictures. :)

Jennifer`s Body

Okay,today I watched this movie and hell yes,the movie is great.
I stayed up all night watching this while my roomates are sleeping and dreaming.

This movie is a bout Jennifer and Needie. They are best friends since kids and Jennifer was kidnapped for a Satan Ritual of Virgin Sacrifice.
Turns out that she wasnt a virgin so everything back out.
She needs to feeds on flesh to keep herself glowing and strong.

When she didnt feed,she turns out to be pale and ugly and weak and cranky.
Needie can sense everything that Jennifer has done and Needie cant understand it anyway.

Everything is revealed when Jennifer told Needie her story.
She was kidnapped and killed by a rock band for sacrifice to satan.
Then she woke up and went straight to Needie.
At the ending of the story,turns out that Jennifers body came back to Needie cuz Needie holds her heart which is their BFF necklace.

When Needie yanked out the necklace from Jennifer`s neck out of aggravation cuz Jennifer killed Needie`s Boyfriend,Jennifer stated to die.
Seriously,i think you guys should watch this movie cuz its great.
Im totally going to watch it again.
Now its 8.13am and I think im gonna start watching Scooby Doo : The Mystery Begins

WTF la..

Okay,I am confused okay?
Yesterday I placed a notice downstairs to remind my housemates to pay up house rent before Tuesday.
I wrote "Please pay up your house rent before this Tuesday.TQ."
The reason is,I rarely see my other housemates and I want them to remember to pay up cuz the last time I asked them to pay up.. The landlord came to the house first and need to wait for them to walk to bank and come back home to pay up cuz the just woke up.
Its not professional at all.
Padahal I already told them like 3 - 4 days before that.
Now, I get back "Fuck you,hahaha" on the notice I put up.
How childish!
We all payed our house bills but two of my housemates, never bothered. I already texted them and asked them to pay up but nothing happened.
They didnt even reply back.
If you have trouble paying up before the dateline,inform me la. Maybe I could help.
Ni tak..buat bodoh je.
Wehh,aku bukan along kutip hutang lah.
Sedar2 lah sikit..kalau tak reti nak bayar..pergi la cari rumah yang tak payah bayar bills langsung..
I know lah its exam week but hellerrrr... We are all having exams too..
Takkan lah i need to stick up notes on your door every month so that you pay up on time?
Fikir lah sendiri. Its not like Im looking for a fight but ur act is so stupid and childish.
We`re University students lah wey. I think u are educated enuff to think about that.

Midnight Saloon

Okay,its 3.28am and Im still not tucked in bed.
Lee,Farah and I cant sleep and we decided to make ourself pretty before we hit the sack.
Let the pictures do the talking :DBTW,aku curi pakai cermin mata Aini..perghh..aku tak nampak ape sebenarnye..ekekeke..
Pipi kembang ilham dari Taecyon..LOL!Fara mcm tgh smoking..cikaii...hahahaTerkejut tengok jam dah kul 3am ++..
wahahaha..muke tak boleh blah je sume..cehhhFirst Picture ktorg ber3 :D

Raya Raya Rumah Raby :D

Okay,Yesterday I went to Raby`s house in Bukit Katil cuz she had a open house.
Its been a while since I hangged out with her so yeah,had fun.
The menu there is Rendang and Noodles.
Damn,sedap wehh rendang tu.. :D
and btw,raby bwk kete smlm mcm aku nak termuntah..
wahahahaha..
I feel sick gle!

Then after that.Raby and weda singgah rumah kejap and menyewel :D
Now im going out with Lee and Aini nak pergi makan and teman Lee potong rambut :)
Nak bg pendek ala-ala Ga-in..hikhik..
BTW,i lost a friend today. The one I really love so much.
I hate to think about it but yes,i fucking love him.
And i dont think i`ll be okay without him.

Gone

Everything I have is gone.
Why?
Im depressed.Enough of bullshits or I`ll explode.
Please go away. Please go away after I sleep.
I wish the pain wouldnt come again.
I cant tolerate it..Please.