Saturday, October 17, 2009

Right from the heart




This is Prince Charming

His hot. His good looking. He has the hottest body. He gets you high
*drool drool drool*
(forget the fact that his on skates. I couldn't find a better picture)

So, picture with me , you see prince charming one day. His so handsome, his so hot, he makes your heart do somersaults. You want him. You want him so badly you brain-watch yourself into telling your body & brain that HE IS THE GUY FOR YOU. Without even knowing him.

Prince Charming and You get together. Everyone thinks you two are the perfect couple. Your girlfriends envy you, you got aunties and grandma's drooling after him, you even got straight men taking a second look at his booty.

Everything seems perfect for the next couple of months. And then, things start changing. You realize he isn't really the guy you thought he was. He says he'll call back, he doesn't. He promises you the world, he doesn't deliver a cent. Your chit-chat time with him is shortened to 30 minutes a day because his 'tired' or 'busy'.You send him a hundred text a day but he only replies 5 of them. He starts lying to you, you don't feel like you can connect to him anymore.

You feel lonely, you feel cheated, you feel stupid, but most importantly you feel unloved. Yes, he tells you that he loves you, but it doesn't show. No more fuzzy feelings when he calls, no more butterflies when he says your name.

Unloved.



And now, meet the toad.
*ribbit ribbit*

He isn't exactly the handsomest guy on earth, nor is he the happiest. He doesn't catch your eye when you enter a room. He doesn't bring sexy back.

But here's something you don't know-

"He'll love you for who you are. He'll accept you and not judge. He'll be there when you want to cry, whine or just talk. He'll treat you with utter respect. He'll honor your morals. He'll make you smile when you're at your lowest. He'll provide you with endless hugs. He'll remind you that you're beautiful. He'll shut up and listen."

He'll even kill all the insects in the world if you hated them =)

In conclusion, He'll LOVE YOU.

My point here is that girls, sometimes what might look and seem like the best for you might not be the best after all.


You don't need to be the prettiest, the one with the most expensive handbag, or the one with the hottest boyfriend. Find someone who loves you for you. And know that you are worth it and deserves a guy who treats you like a queen.

In reality, it's what's inside that counts.

Every girl deserves the guy of her dreams- with the right attitude.

If your guy ain't treating you well, shame on him, and dish him cause you're worth it.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Im totally screwed


I am the loyal type,I dont mingle with anyone else if I love someone.
But he dont understand that,he wants me to mingle around.
Is it hard for him to understand?
He wants us to give it a break for a while to find our inner-self.
I understand why,but I dont think by me mingling around i`ll find my inner-self.
Im no social butterfly,u know it better that others do.
So why are u insisting?
You said u needed time to think it all over.
I dont mind at all, I think its better we cool it off for a while,
You can live life to the fullest again.
You know what I told you was true,If you want to break up with me, tell it straight to my face.
Not through the phone,Im no operator.Sorry.
But you told me that everytime you meet me,its hard for you to break up with me cuz you feel so close to and you feel loved to the fullest.
Here`s a solution,spend more time with me.
Maybe it will make u get rid all off the doubts you have.
Im just giving you a suggestion.
Hell yeaaa..Im confused.
So here I am, talking by myself trying to find my inner-self.
Im so used talking to you but well,now i realize, I CAN TALK TO MYSELF. :D
Helluva Great right?
I should record this in my calendar. Wooohoooo..

Paranoid


Im being all paranoid today.
I was waiting for him to text me since petang td but he shut his phone down.
Bloody shit je.
Im sick of waiting,i tried to make it right but its all useless.
He said because selalu gado dia nak have an open - relationship.
Here is to you.
OPEN RELATIONSHIP CRAP!
Screw You!
He is unforgivable.
FUCK him.
Shit!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Aigooo

Today is my 2nd day in Seremban.
BTW,i`m in Seremban at my Aunt Zana`s house here in Senawang.
Yay! My 1st Trimester in MMU is done done done..
Now its holiday and well, its d 3rd day already! :)
The last two days in Melaka was terrific.
I spent time outing here and there.
Pergi tengok wayang with my baby in Dataran Pahlawan after lunch kat Medan Selera Mahkota Parade.
Mula-mula plan nak g jalan-jalan je window shopping last2 we went and watched G-force.
The movie is so funny,imagine all animals talks and works with the FBI?
Tak ke cool? :)
Then otw balik umah i dia sesat dgn i smpai kul 9..
Its so tiring seyh..
and he is so angry cuz the road back has no lights and there`s a car yang drive salah jalan seyh..
Taxi lagi..
Oh god..nasib time tu tak bwk kete laju2.. If not tah ape jadi.
But thank god dia selamat hantar i balik umah and balik umah dia.
Semalam dia hantar to Seremban cuz dia pun OTW balik KL cuz mama dia dah call call bila nak balik and beli buah ciku :)

I just knew I have 8 cousins in Seremban and I never knew their names.
Teruk kan? Even my aunty and uncle in Seremban ni pun i rasa baru sekali je jumpa..
So now im staying at my aunt and will stay here for at least 2 days.

TTYL. Cant wait to post pictures. :)

Monday, October 5, 2009

Jennifer`s Body

Okay,today I watched this movie and hell yes,the movie is great.
I stayed up all night watching this while my roomates are sleeping and dreaming.

This movie is a bout Jennifer and Needie. They are best friends since kids and Jennifer was kidnapped for a Satan Ritual of Virgin Sacrifice.
Turns out that she wasnt a virgin so everything back out.
She needs to feeds on flesh to keep herself glowing and strong.

When she didnt feed,she turns out to be pale and ugly and weak and cranky.
Needie can sense everything that Jennifer has done and Needie cant understand it anyway.

Everything is revealed when Jennifer told Needie her story.
She was kidnapped and killed by a rock band for sacrifice to satan.
Then she woke up and went straight to Needie.
At the ending of the story,turns out that Jennifers body came back to Needie cuz Needie holds her heart which is their BFF necklace.

When Needie yanked out the necklace from Jennifer`s neck out of aggravation cuz Jennifer killed Needie`s Boyfriend,Jennifer stated to die.
Seriously,i think you guys should watch this movie cuz its great.
Im totally going to watch it again.
Now its 8.13am and I think im gonna start watching Scooby Doo : The Mystery Begins

WTF la..

Okay,I am confused okay?
Yesterday I placed a notice downstairs to remind my housemates to pay up house rent before Tuesday.
I wrote "Please pay up your house rent before this Tuesday.TQ."
The reason is,I rarely see my other housemates and I want them to remember to pay up cuz the last time I asked them to pay up.. The landlord came to the house first and need to wait for them to walk to bank and come back home to pay up cuz the just woke up.
Its not professional at all.
Padahal I already told them like 3 - 4 days before that.
Now, I get back "Fuck you,hahaha" on the notice I put up.
How childish!
We all payed our house bills but two of my housemates, never bothered. I already texted them and asked them to pay up but nothing happened.
They didnt even reply back.
If you have trouble paying up before the dateline,inform me la. Maybe I could help.
Ni tak..buat bodoh je.
Wehh,aku bukan along kutip hutang lah.
Sedar2 lah sikit..kalau tak reti nak bayar..pergi la cari rumah yang tak payah bayar bills langsung..
I know lah its exam week but hellerrrr... We are all having exams too..
Takkan lah i need to stick up notes on your door every month so that you pay up on time?
Fikir lah sendiri. Its not like Im looking for a fight but ur act is so stupid and childish.
We`re University students lah wey. I think u are educated enuff to think about that.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Midnight Saloon




Okay,its 3.28am and Im still not tucked in bed.
Lee,Farah and I cant sleep and we decided to make ourself pretty before we hit the sack.
Let the pictures do the talking :DBTW,aku curi pakai cermin mata Aini..perghh..aku tak nampak ape sebenarnye..ekekeke..
Pipi kembang ilham dari Taecyon..LOL!Fara mcm tgh smoking..cikaii...hahahaTerkejut tengok jam dah kul 3am ++..
wahahaha..muke tak boleh blah je sume..cehhhFirst Picture ktorg ber3 :D

Raya Raya Rumah Raby :D





Okay,Yesterday I went to Raby`s house in Bukit Katil cuz she had a open house.
Its been a while since I hangged out with her so yeah,had fun.
The menu there is Rendang and Noodles.
Damn,sedap wehh rendang tu.. :D
and btw,raby bwk kete smlm mcm aku nak termuntah..
wahahahaha..
I feel sick gle!

Then after that.Raby and weda singgah rumah kejap and menyewel :D
Now im going out with Lee and Aini nak pergi makan and teman Lee potong rambut :)
Nak bg pendek ala-ala Ga-in..hikhik..
BTW,i lost a friend today. The one I really love so much.
I hate to think about it but yes,i fucking love him.
And i dont think i`ll be okay without him.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Gone

Everything I have is gone.
Why?
Im depressed.Enough of bullshits or I`ll explode.
Please go away. Please go away after I sleep.
I wish the pain wouldnt come again.
I cant tolerate it..Please.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Coffee and Cookies

hey there :)
Its been a while since I hv updated my blog,well,My Celcom Broadband buat hal so I cant do anything online,and I feel like I have lost my ability. LOL.
So now Im using Lee`s laptop to update my blog cuz she`s in the toilet bathing :D

Yesterday, Farah,Aini, Lee and I went to Mydin to shop for groceries and stuff.Farah`s friend took us there and he came along. He looks like Mr. Bean sometimes..haha.. but very clever.Duhh..
So now I know that Farah is addicted to pink cuz well,she saw this pink cabinet and she went nuts!
And she`s gaga over Laksa too..lol..
We ate dinner at Mydin terus and I ate Ginger Beef Noodle.It was good and very affordable too. Lee and Aini ate the same thing which is Blackpepper Chicken Rice. Its was okay too.. But Lee kept my food jugak sbb hahaha,I cant finish up the soup..

At night,around 9,Lee registered subject for second trimester for all of us,so tadaaaaaaaaaa..
We have the same time-table ;D So next sem we will go to class together and so on..
And i think Amoi and Lin have the same time-table too. Looking forward for next sem :D
Yay!
After that,I started studying Business Management and went crazy cuz my brain is tired like hell.Been reading that stuff over and over again.
Aini was studying til she was nuts then she land on the floor flipping on Remaja magazines.
Well thats a stress reliever. :D
Then Farah joined us in our room for a little sewel moment til 3am. Haha..
We watched Lee danced and sing and talk and talk and talk..but aini slept first biasa lah..nenek kena tidur awal :P

Well,happy to have housemates like them, sekepala and all,and my parents know them too.
And for Lee,I met her parents twice already and her parents pick me up in ayer keroh tol cuz Lee saw me in the bus. Helluva day. We panjat pagar and all cuz someone locked the house gate. I pity Lee`s parents cuz they cant even rest for a while in the house for toilet breaks or whatsoever.Turned out that the key was in the house all the time. Teraba-raba aku dinding tak jumpa-jumpa..mcm bodoh pulak tu pegang dinding mcm orang nak rompak.

Nuff said,im heading down to cook for lunch..tata :D

Friday, September 25, 2009

Too Hard to Leave Behind

Well,macam tak percaya je dah kena balik Malacca esok petang.
Im too comfy at home sampai rasa berat hati nak tinggalkan mama and papa sume :(
Even tahun ni Raya tak berapa meriah,well,tahun ni meriah in family je, tak g raya rumah orang lain pun tp still,I had fun hanging out with my mum at home baking raya cookies.

Esok at 3.30pm im heading back to Malacca.
Malas betul la nak balik,dahla kena study for Finals,nak kena pindah bilik lagi..
Huaaaaaaaaaaa...penattt..

Okay,Officially esok i`ll move to Lee and Aini`s Room.
Thank God they are great friends,well, we decided to stay together cuz well, we are always with each other kan? :)

So on Sunday,gonna start studying CSA, after that,study Business Management.Hell yeah..!
Im good at studying last minute. I cant study here in Ipoh cuz I get distracted by many things.
But takpe..balik nanti boleh je study.
On Monday kena pergi Plaza Siswa and pergi un-bar kan diri sebab before cuti raya tu tak sempat nak pergi..
adoi,Agak2 kan?bila boleh g mydin ehh?

Huahahaha//mentang2 dah jadi Haji Mydin,dah kena pergi mydin every month :D

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Bloody Hell.

You know what?U can go to hell.
Like what you said, "Kawan baik susah nak cari,Girlfriend senang2 je nak cari".
So fuck u and ur life,go find other girl to be ur girl,FUCK YOURSELF okay?

I cant understand u and ur life anymore,and I dont think u can understand me anymore.
So get the hell out of my life, I dont need you.
I endured 4 months without you,so why is it a big matter to me now?
You kan pandai,you kan cakap benda yang betul.
So,kalau u betul,go away,why stick with me?
Go marry ur friends, U`ll prefer that better.
Boys are a waste of time. You are a waste of time.Thanks for wasting my time.

These are my newly added family :)





Well,this are the new addition to my family,Pagi2 msti i jenguk diorg..
Tomtom kalau kita bercerita dia suka angguk-angguk. :)
Izzle is camera shy so dia punya gambar mmg susah nak tangkap.
While Cookie,Cmera - Whore..hahaha
gila la. Comel gila..rasa nak cekik2..dowhhhh..ikikiki..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Yaww Ye Yaww?


COOKIE IZZLE
COOKIE
TOM
Okay first of all, Im back here at home in Ipoh. :)
Arrived yesterday around 8.10pm.
To start with,the bus I rode here back sucks like hell.
It started raining,and the bus ceiling is leaking rain water inside the bus. FCUK!
Imagine me,my legs are soaking wet cuz of the rain water.
And Im freezing Cold!
MMg nak maki je bus driver tu,tp nak buat macam mana kan?nanti tak balik pulak umah aku ni kene tinggal tepi jalan.

So when i arrived home,talked to my parents and sister.
Eat dinner cuz I berbuka only roti.
Mama masak ayam masak merah! My fav! :)
Then ada peha ayam.
Hikhik..

After that,pika bring out Cookie from upstairs,she`s friggin cute.
Mati mati..aku geram. :P
Then I went up,and saw Izzle and Tom.
Gila Cute!
Sume mix persian okay! MMg bulu gebu gle..
Let the pictures do the talking :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Feels like Vampire.


Okay first of all, I feel like Im a newly turned vampire.haha!
I cant stand going out in the days,the sun just burns my skin.
Bak kata orang tua-tua,saya ni puteri lilin la kot?
I cant sleep at nights,I sleep during the day sejak kebelakangan ni,and it messed up my bedtime hours even I dont have one. :)

As for today,Im going to campus around 8.30 to settle up papers and meet with someone there.
Then I`ll be back home quickly cuz I dont want to walk under the hot sun.. Panas gila!
Then at home,I`ll pack my stuff and wait Kak Ida to Pick me up and send me to Melaka Sentral!
Im going back home...weeeeeeeeeee...

But at the same time,it feels wrong to leave two of my bestie at home berdua for 3 days. :(
Sorry guys! But Nanti I`ll come back to Melaka sorg2 jugak kan? :P
So Fair la kan?ehehehehehe..
Selamat hari Raya btw to all!
Jumpa Lagi selepas raya okay lee and aini :D
Nak kuih Raya!

Monday, September 14, 2009

My life.My days.My Time :)




I am a girl obviously.LOL.
I enjoy daydreaming,but I do try to make it real most of the time.
I choose my friends wisely, I mix around normally but I only be close friends with people I get along well with.
It has been a trimester of me staying here in Malacca. I had some friends that are not worthy to be friends with. But in the process I met wonderful friends to stick with.
I moved around a lot of times here,and had some housemates that I couldn't stand to stay with.Well,they are good people,but not a good housemate that's all.
I cant stand having friends that are acting like craps.I had 2 of them here. And I don't think so I want any friends like that anymore.
I tolerate a lot with my friends, I try to stay calm even when Im mad. but I have limits. Im not a doll that you can fool around with. I dont seek revenge even if you fooled me a lot. I just play it cool.
I also have friends that I can sit with everyday eating and chatting without even feeling bored.
I have some at home back in Ipoh,and I have some here in Malacca.

As my fav? I love Ice-cream. I can eat them even when I have brain-freeze. :)
A truth that is meant to be told.
I never cook at home,I dont know how to cook at all.
I saw what my mum do every time she cooks.Thats all in my mind,but I never cook.
When I moved to Taman Dahlia,I started to polish my cooking skills.
Even my parents are great cook,yes! My mum and dad both cook! Which mum doesn't know how to cook right? And for my dad,of course he can cook :) He's a friggin' Executive Chef. Its a shame I dont get their talent. LMFAO.
But Soon,I will learn from them how to cook.
As for now,I know how to cook Macaroni Soup,Beefed Egg and some simple things without using "Knor Pasti Sedap" yawww.. I tried making pancakes first time in my life. I know the ingredients but still I cant get it right. I need to ask advise from the pro when I get back home this Wednesday :D



My gang memasak? For sure lah Lee aka Beta. To me,Lee is a great friend. Its hard to get someone you can get along easily.But I found that in Lee,I met her during orientation week during my first week in MMU. I wasnt feeling well at that time and fell on her. *sigh* But that bonded us instantly. We have the same addiction. KPOP. When we are still staying in Watercity, we are not housemate nor roomates,but still we got close even we didnt meet everyday. Our timetable is sooooo different, so I only met her tang kebetulan je. But on weekends, sometimes I sleep in her room as I dont really like staying alone in my room..hahaha! Now she`s my housemate and soon to be roomates. FYI,if im with her,for sure lambat tidur as we are both talkative. Aini yang pendiam pun dah start dah sewel dia. and her gelaran Beta,tah mana lah dapat..but I call her beta sometimes.lol.

Time kenal Lee,she introduced me to another one that im close with. Aini :D


Aini eh?What can I say about her? Well, dia tidur mcm org mati. Payah betul nak kejut!
I met Aini when Lee introduced her to me. My first impression on Aini.
Budak ni pendiam ni,tanya sepatah,jwb sepatah. But thats all a fuckin lie..hahaha..
She's not pendiam as she looks,she talks a lot.
Aini ni terer gak la math,dia kalau mara o bengang.dia buat math. When typing this aku tergelak,sbb if it was me,i would just forget about matha and sleep.LOL.
Aini ni manja sikit. Seriously,masak telur pun minyak terpercik,dia dah lari.
Even if buang sampah,kena ketuk dulu baru gerak :P
Nama manja dia nenekanda. Tah mana dapat pun aku tatau.hikhikk.. :)


These two are the person I stick around with most of the time,I feel bored when they are not around.Berbuka puasa pun almost evryday sama2.
Anyho, I cant wait to go back home for raya! I miss mama and papa so much. Calling them is not enough.I need to always see them. :) Pika,i miss you too,im coming home already!
BTW,When i get back home,I`ll post the pictures of my lovely new kittens. Cookie,Izzle and Tom aite? :) Toodles for now.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

New Addiction :)




The edge of her black robes came into his vision. "Lift your head, warrior. Look at me."
He took a deep breath and complied. "You are in such pain," she said softly. "I can feel your burden." "My heart bleeds." "For this human female of yours." He nodded. "I would ask that you save her, if it would not offend." The Scribe Virgin turned away from him. Then she floated over the marble, taking a slow turn around the courtyard. He had no idea what she was thinking. Or whether she was even considering what he'd requested. For all he knew she was out for a little exercise. Or about to walk away from him. "That I would not do, warrior," she said as she read his mind. "In spite of our differences, I would not desert you in that manner. Tell me something—what if saving your female meant you would never be free of the beast? What if having her live meant you must remain in your curse until you go unto the Fade?" "I would happily keep it within me." "You hate it." "I love her." "Well, well. Clearly you do." Hope fired in his chest. It was on the tip of his tongue to ask if they had struck a deal, if Mary could live now. But he wasn't going to risk tipping the balance of the negotiation by pissing the Scribe Virgin off with another question. She smoothed her way over to him. "You have changed quite a bit since we had our last private meeting in that forest. And I believe this is the first selfless thing you have ever done." He exhaled, a sweet relief singing in his veins. "There is nothing I would not do for her, nothing I would not sacrifice." "Fortunate for you, in a way," the Scribe Virgin murmured. "Because in addition to keeping the beast within you, I require you to give up your Mary." Rhage jerked, convinced he hadn't heard right. "Yes, warrior. You understand me perfectly." A death chill went through him, stealing his breath. "Here is what I offer you," she said. "I can take her out of the continuum of her fate, making her whole and healthy. She will grow no older, she will never be ill, she will decide when she wishes to go unto the Fade. And I will give her the choice to accept the gift. However, as I present the proposal, she will not know of you, and whether or not she consents, you and your world will be ever unknown to her. Likewise, she will not be known by any of those whom she has met,lessers included. You will be the only one who remembers her. And if ever you approach her, she will die. Immediately." Rhage swayed and fell forward, catching himself with his hands. It was a long time before he could squeeze any words from his throat. "You truly hate me." A mild electrical shock went through him, and he realized the Scribe Virgin had touched him on the shoulder. "No, warrior. I love you, my child. The punishment of the beast was to teach you to control yourself, to learn your limits, to focus inward." He lifted his eyes to her, not caring what she saw in them: hatred, pain, the urge to lash out. His voice trembled. "You are taking my life from me." "That is the point," she said in an impossibly gentle tone. "It is yin and yang, warrior. Your life, metaphorically, for hers, in fact. Balance must be kept, sacrifices must be made if gifts are given. If I am to save the human for you, there must be a profound pledge on your part. Yin and yang." He put his head down. And screamed . Screamed until the blood rushed into his face and stung. Until his eyes watered and all but popped out of his skull. Until his voice cracked and faded into hoarseness. When he was finished, he focused his eyes. The Scribe Virgin was kneeling in front of him, her robes spilling out all around her, a pool of black on the white marble. "Warrior, I would spare you this if I could." God, he almost believed that. Her voice was so hollow. "Do it," he said roughly. "Give her the choice. I would rather she live long and happily without knowing me than die now." "So be it." "But I beg of you… let me say good-bye. One last goodbye." The Scribe Virgin shook her head.



The above Paragraph is from the new book im reading. Black Dagger Brotherhood.
I love this book so much as it has such great story line.
Im now reading the 2nd book and its about Rhage and Mary.
I cried when reading the page above.Its so darn sad.
He need to let go of his loved one just so she can live.
BTW,Mary is dying of cancer. So Rhage made a trade with The Scribe so Mary could live.
But he needs to trade himself,as in keep the curse he got in his early life and he cant get near Mary and Mary wouldnt even remember him at all. :(
Why is love story like this?

But I like the ending :)
He and Mary can live together cuz Mary is Infertile. So he can live with Mary and Mary is cured from Cancer.
You need to read the book to feel me.. Its only 377 pages. LOL.
BTW,im getting back home this Wednesday...weeeeeeeeeee...
Cant wait but I need to endure severe Group assignments in these 2 days.. GREAT.Helluva Great.

I need to endure speaking with my most hated ex-friends here.
Im just waiting for Business assigment to be done,and adios 2 the girls I hated so much. Not looking forward to meeting you next trimester.TQ ( HOUSEMATES,U FEEL ME?) hahahaha..


Sunday, September 6, 2009

Crash and Burn

There`s a first thing for everything.And Everything will happen tho its different for each person.
On A beautiful Sunday Night, I (17 years old ) crashed a kancil, near the forest in Taman Dahlia.
It was intoxicating, I was blurred.
Nobody died in the crash, (mcm la serious sgt,bonggol ajepun.) but something Burned.
I officially declare that, I would never drive a friggin` car again in 1 or 2 years time.
I`ll just drive online,no one will get hurt,no worries,its free.

I text Rael and told me the incident and she told me she rammed someone`s car too 2 nights ago and is going to POLICE STATION to report.She is feeling the exact same feeling that I had.
It made me feel better, cuz I thought I was the only person panicking seriously since Malik said he rammed someone`s butt and still feel neutral.
I adore him for his bravery but man,I`m a girl,and Girls do freak out often,even if they got their shoes stepped on.. :P

My dad got his car rammed by a bus but he didnt panicked.Why?
Are men more "accident no worries" type than girls who are always "OMFG,I fucked someone`s car"????

I got presentation Tomorrow,what should I wear?What should I do?I didnt do anything yet :(

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Mari Jawab

20 Firsts!


1. Who was your first love?
:: First Love as in Real Love??Hikhik.. D person Im with now. And still going strong.


2. Who was your first kiss and when?
:: Duhhh,I dont kiss and tell.


3. Who was your first prom date?
::Dad??


4. Who was your first room mate?
:: Okay,Its Raelynda Rayner. In Watercity Melaka.


5. What was your first job?
:: Waitress,After SPM. :D


6. What was your first car?
::I dont have a car,I curik kete papa or mama. Mama seldom drives.


7. When did you go to your first funeral?
:: Never went to any funeral yet and hopefully none.


8. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
::17. :(


9. Who was your first grade teacher?
::Pn Fadzilah.are you still there in Ipoh?


10. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
:: Balik Kampung lah ape lagi.


11. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with?
:: With My BF,and tak ingat nak date kat mana?


12. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
:: I never snuck out of my house,my parents are so cool.


13. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
::Pristeen.but we`re not as close as b4 anymore.


14. Who was the first person to send you flowers?
:: Papa.hikhikk..


15. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?
:: Watercity Resort,Melaka. <----- Asrama MMU okay??


16. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
:: My sayang :) He always makes me feel better.Thanks B!


17. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?
:: Kak Ila. :)


18. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
:: Take my hp and tgk jam pukul berapa.


19. What was your first career choice?
:: Owner of a shopping mall.


20. Who came out first on your mind for tagging?
:: Amoi and Lee..ehehe..

Wedding??

1) Anda rasa anda HAWT?
Hell no.. :)

2) Upload gambar kesayangan anda.
Alohh,dia takde gambar la..

3) Kenapa anda suka gambar ini ?
sbb :D

4) Bila kali terakhir makan pizza
Tak Ingat bile,but makan dgn Lee dlm bilik 2-5B1

5) Apa yg anda buat sambil menyelesaikan tag ini?
makan biskut raye.. *kantoi tak puase* :P

6) Selain dari nama anda sendiri, anda suke dipanggil dgn name ape ?
Tah..family calls "Bebel" but I dont like it.. :P

7) Pilih lagi 4 orang tanpe rasa kekesalan
Lee,Aini,Sara,Malik.

8) Siapa no 1 kepada anda ?
Kwn sengal same2 aku :D

9) Bagaimana pula dengan no 3 ?
D one who got my back when im in trouble

10) Pendapat anda pada no 4?
sgt lah cool dan sporting.

11) Katakan sesuatu terhadap orang ke – 2.
aini,karang kite lunch same2 ekk?

12) Anda juga mungkin meminati?
terlalu byk.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Right from the heart




This is Prince Charming

His hot. His good looking. He has the hottest body. He gets you high
*drool drool drool*
(forget the fact that his on skates. I couldn't find a better picture)

So, picture with me , you see prince charming one day. His so handsome, his so hot, he makes your heart do somersaults. You want him. You want him so badly you brain-watch yourself into telling your body & brain that HE IS THE GUY FOR YOU. Without even knowing him.

Prince Charming and You get together. Everyone thinks you two are the perfect couple. Your girlfriends envy you, you got aunties and grandma's drooling after him, you even got straight men taking a second look at his booty.

Everything seems perfect for the next couple of months. And then, things start changing. You realize he isn't really the guy you thought he was. He says he'll call back, he doesn't. He promises you the world, he doesn't deliver a cent. Your chit-chat time with him is shortened to 30 minutes a day because his 'tired' or 'busy'.You send him a hundred text a day but he only replies 5 of them. He starts lying to you, you don't feel like you can connect to him anymore.

You feel lonely, you feel cheated, you feel stupid, but most importantly you feel unloved. Yes, he tells you that he loves you, but it doesn't show. No more fuzzy feelings when he calls, no more butterflies when he says your name.

Unloved.



And now, meet the toad.
*ribbit ribbit*

He isn't exactly the handsomest guy on earth, nor is he the happiest. He doesn't catch your eye when you enter a room. He doesn't bring sexy back.

But here's something you don't know-

"He'll love you for who you are. He'll accept you and not judge. He'll be there when you want to cry, whine or just talk. He'll treat you with utter respect. He'll honor your morals. He'll make you smile when you're at your lowest. He'll provide you with endless hugs. He'll remind you that you're beautiful. He'll shut up and listen."

He'll even kill all the insects in the world if you hated them =)

In conclusion, He'll LOVE YOU.

My point here is that girls, sometimes what might look and seem like the best for you might not be the best after all.


You don't need to be the prettiest, the one with the most expensive handbag, or the one with the hottest boyfriend. Find someone who loves you for you. And know that you are worth it and deserves a guy who treats you like a queen.

In reality, it's what's inside that counts.

Every girl deserves the guy of her dreams- with the right attitude.

If your guy ain't treating you well, shame on him, and dish him cause you're worth it.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Im totally screwed


I am the loyal type,I dont mingle with anyone else if I love someone.
But he dont understand that,he wants me to mingle around.
Is it hard for him to understand?
He wants us to give it a break for a while to find our inner-self.
I understand why,but I dont think by me mingling around i`ll find my inner-self.
Im no social butterfly,u know it better that others do.
So why are u insisting?
You said u needed time to think it all over.
I dont mind at all, I think its better we cool it off for a while,
You can live life to the fullest again.
You know what I told you was true,If you want to break up with me, tell it straight to my face.
Not through the phone,Im no operator.Sorry.
But you told me that everytime you meet me,its hard for you to break up with me cuz you feel so close to and you feel loved to the fullest.
Here`s a solution,spend more time with me.
Maybe it will make u get rid all off the doubts you have.
Im just giving you a suggestion.
Hell yeaaa..Im confused.
So here I am, talking by myself trying to find my inner-self.
Im so used talking to you but well,now i realize, I CAN TALK TO MYSELF. :D
Helluva Great right?
I should record this in my calendar. Wooohoooo..

Paranoid


Im being all paranoid today.
I was waiting for him to text me since petang td but he shut his phone down.
Bloody shit je.
Im sick of waiting,i tried to make it right but its all useless.
He said because selalu gado dia nak have an open - relationship.
Here is to you.
OPEN RELATIONSHIP CRAP!
Screw You!
He is unforgivable.
FUCK him.
Shit!

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Aigooo

Today is my 2nd day in Seremban.
BTW,i`m in Seremban at my Aunt Zana`s house here in Senawang.
Yay! My 1st Trimester in MMU is done done done..
Now its holiday and well, its d 3rd day already! :)
The last two days in Melaka was terrific.
I spent time outing here and there.
Pergi tengok wayang with my baby in Dataran Pahlawan after lunch kat Medan Selera Mahkota Parade.
Mula-mula plan nak g jalan-jalan je window shopping last2 we went and watched G-force.
The movie is so funny,imagine all animals talks and works with the FBI?
Tak ke cool? :)
Then otw balik umah i dia sesat dgn i smpai kul 9..
Its so tiring seyh..
and he is so angry cuz the road back has no lights and there`s a car yang drive salah jalan seyh..
Taxi lagi..
Oh god..nasib time tu tak bwk kete laju2.. If not tah ape jadi.
But thank god dia selamat hantar i balik umah and balik umah dia.
Semalam dia hantar to Seremban cuz dia pun OTW balik KL cuz mama dia dah call call bila nak balik and beli buah ciku :)

I just knew I have 8 cousins in Seremban and I never knew their names.
Teruk kan? Even my aunty and uncle in Seremban ni pun i rasa baru sekali je jumpa..
So now im staying at my aunt and will stay here for at least 2 days.

TTYL. Cant wait to post pictures. :)

Monday, October 5, 2009

Jennifer`s Body

Okay,today I watched this movie and hell yes,the movie is great.
I stayed up all night watching this while my roomates are sleeping and dreaming.

This movie is a bout Jennifer and Needie. They are best friends since kids and Jennifer was kidnapped for a Satan Ritual of Virgin Sacrifice.
Turns out that she wasnt a virgin so everything back out.
She needs to feeds on flesh to keep herself glowing and strong.

When she didnt feed,she turns out to be pale and ugly and weak and cranky.
Needie can sense everything that Jennifer has done and Needie cant understand it anyway.

Everything is revealed when Jennifer told Needie her story.
She was kidnapped and killed by a rock band for sacrifice to satan.
Then she woke up and went straight to Needie.
At the ending of the story,turns out that Jennifers body came back to Needie cuz Needie holds her heart which is their BFF necklace.

When Needie yanked out the necklace from Jennifer`s neck out of aggravation cuz Jennifer killed Needie`s Boyfriend,Jennifer stated to die.
Seriously,i think you guys should watch this movie cuz its great.
Im totally going to watch it again.
Now its 8.13am and I think im gonna start watching Scooby Doo : The Mystery Begins

WTF la..

Okay,I am confused okay?
Yesterday I placed a notice downstairs to remind my housemates to pay up house rent before Tuesday.
I wrote "Please pay up your house rent before this Tuesday.TQ."
The reason is,I rarely see my other housemates and I want them to remember to pay up cuz the last time I asked them to pay up.. The landlord came to the house first and need to wait for them to walk to bank and come back home to pay up cuz the just woke up.
Its not professional at all.
Padahal I already told them like 3 - 4 days before that.
Now, I get back "Fuck you,hahaha" on the notice I put up.
How childish!
We all payed our house bills but two of my housemates, never bothered. I already texted them and asked them to pay up but nothing happened.
They didnt even reply back.
If you have trouble paying up before the dateline,inform me la. Maybe I could help.
Ni tak..buat bodoh je.
Wehh,aku bukan along kutip hutang lah.
Sedar2 lah sikit..kalau tak reti nak bayar..pergi la cari rumah yang tak payah bayar bills langsung..
I know lah its exam week but hellerrrr... We are all having exams too..
Takkan lah i need to stick up notes on your door every month so that you pay up on time?
Fikir lah sendiri. Its not like Im looking for a fight but ur act is so stupid and childish.
We`re University students lah wey. I think u are educated enuff to think about that.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Midnight Saloon




Okay,its 3.28am and Im still not tucked in bed.
Lee,Farah and I cant sleep and we decided to make ourself pretty before we hit the sack.
Let the pictures do the talking :DBTW,aku curi pakai cermin mata Aini..perghh..aku tak nampak ape sebenarnye..ekekeke..
Pipi kembang ilham dari Taecyon..LOL!Fara mcm tgh smoking..cikaii...hahahaTerkejut tengok jam dah kul 3am ++..
wahahaha..muke tak boleh blah je sume..cehhhFirst Picture ktorg ber3 :D

Raya Raya Rumah Raby :D





Okay,Yesterday I went to Raby`s house in Bukit Katil cuz she had a open house.
Its been a while since I hangged out with her so yeah,had fun.
The menu there is Rendang and Noodles.
Damn,sedap wehh rendang tu.. :D
and btw,raby bwk kete smlm mcm aku nak termuntah..
wahahahaha..
I feel sick gle!

Then after that.Raby and weda singgah rumah kejap and menyewel :D
Now im going out with Lee and Aini nak pergi makan and teman Lee potong rambut :)
Nak bg pendek ala-ala Ga-in..hikhik..
BTW,i lost a friend today. The one I really love so much.
I hate to think about it but yes,i fucking love him.
And i dont think i`ll be okay without him.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Gone

Everything I have is gone.
Why?
Im depressed.Enough of bullshits or I`ll explode.
Please go away. Please go away after I sleep.
I wish the pain wouldnt come again.
I cant tolerate it..Please.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Coffee and Cookies

hey there :)
Its been a while since I hv updated my blog,well,My Celcom Broadband buat hal so I cant do anything online,and I feel like I have lost my ability. LOL.
So now Im using Lee`s laptop to update my blog cuz she`s in the toilet bathing :D

Yesterday, Farah,Aini, Lee and I went to Mydin to shop for groceries and stuff.Farah`s friend took us there and he came along. He looks like Mr. Bean sometimes..haha.. but very clever.Duhh..
So now I know that Farah is addicted to pink cuz well,she saw this pink cabinet and she went nuts!
And she`s gaga over Laksa too..lol..
We ate dinner at Mydin terus and I ate Ginger Beef Noodle.It was good and very affordable too. Lee and Aini ate the same thing which is Blackpepper Chicken Rice. Its was okay too.. But Lee kept my food jugak sbb hahaha,I cant finish up the soup..

At night,around 9,Lee registered subject for second trimester for all of us,so tadaaaaaaaaaa..
We have the same time-table ;D So next sem we will go to class together and so on..
And i think Amoi and Lin have the same time-table too. Looking forward for next sem :D
Yay!
After that,I started studying Business Management and went crazy cuz my brain is tired like hell.Been reading that stuff over and over again.
Aini was studying til she was nuts then she land on the floor flipping on Remaja magazines.
Well thats a stress reliever. :D
Then Farah joined us in our room for a little sewel moment til 3am. Haha..
We watched Lee danced and sing and talk and talk and talk..but aini slept first biasa lah..nenek kena tidur awal :P

Well,happy to have housemates like them, sekepala and all,and my parents know them too.
And for Lee,I met her parents twice already and her parents pick me up in ayer keroh tol cuz Lee saw me in the bus. Helluva day. We panjat pagar and all cuz someone locked the house gate. I pity Lee`s parents cuz they cant even rest for a while in the house for toilet breaks or whatsoever.Turned out that the key was in the house all the time. Teraba-raba aku dinding tak jumpa-jumpa..mcm bodoh pulak tu pegang dinding mcm orang nak rompak.

Nuff said,im heading down to cook for lunch..tata :D

Friday, September 25, 2009

Too Hard to Leave Behind

Well,macam tak percaya je dah kena balik Malacca esok petang.
Im too comfy at home sampai rasa berat hati nak tinggalkan mama and papa sume :(
Even tahun ni Raya tak berapa meriah,well,tahun ni meriah in family je, tak g raya rumah orang lain pun tp still,I had fun hanging out with my mum at home baking raya cookies.

Esok at 3.30pm im heading back to Malacca.
Malas betul la nak balik,dahla kena study for Finals,nak kena pindah bilik lagi..
Huaaaaaaaaaaa...penattt..

Okay,Officially esok i`ll move to Lee and Aini`s Room.
Thank God they are great friends,well, we decided to stay together cuz well, we are always with each other kan? :)

So on Sunday,gonna start studying CSA, after that,study Business Management.Hell yeah..!
Im good at studying last minute. I cant study here in Ipoh cuz I get distracted by many things.
But takpe..balik nanti boleh je study.
On Monday kena pergi Plaza Siswa and pergi un-bar kan diri sebab before cuti raya tu tak sempat nak pergi..
adoi,Agak2 kan?bila boleh g mydin ehh?

Huahahaha//mentang2 dah jadi Haji Mydin,dah kena pergi mydin every month :D

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Bloody Hell.

You know what?U can go to hell.
Like what you said, "Kawan baik susah nak cari,Girlfriend senang2 je nak cari".
So fuck u and ur life,go find other girl to be ur girl,FUCK YOURSELF okay?

I cant understand u and ur life anymore,and I dont think u can understand me anymore.
So get the hell out of my life, I dont need you.
I endured 4 months without you,so why is it a big matter to me now?
You kan pandai,you kan cakap benda yang betul.
So,kalau u betul,go away,why stick with me?
Go marry ur friends, U`ll prefer that better.
Boys are a waste of time. You are a waste of time.Thanks for wasting my time.

These are my newly added family :)





Well,this are the new addition to my family,Pagi2 msti i jenguk diorg..
Tomtom kalau kita bercerita dia suka angguk-angguk. :)
Izzle is camera shy so dia punya gambar mmg susah nak tangkap.
While Cookie,Cmera - Whore..hahaha
gila la. Comel gila..rasa nak cekik2..dowhhhh..ikikiki..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Yaww Ye Yaww?


COOKIE IZZLE
COOKIE
TOM
Okay first of all, Im back here at home in Ipoh. :)
Arrived yesterday around 8.10pm.
To start with,the bus I rode here back sucks like hell.
It started raining,and the bus ceiling is leaking rain water inside the bus. FCUK!
Imagine me,my legs are soaking wet cuz of the rain water.
And Im freezing Cold!
MMg nak maki je bus driver tu,tp nak buat macam mana kan?nanti tak balik pulak umah aku ni kene tinggal tepi jalan.

So when i arrived home,talked to my parents and sister.
Eat dinner cuz I berbuka only roti.
Mama masak ayam masak merah! My fav! :)
Then ada peha ayam.
Hikhik..

After that,pika bring out Cookie from upstairs,she`s friggin cute.
Mati mati..aku geram. :P
Then I went up,and saw Izzle and Tom.
Gila Cute!
Sume mix persian okay! MMg bulu gebu gle..
Let the pictures do the talking :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Feels like Vampire.


Okay first of all, I feel like Im a newly turned vampire.haha!
I cant stand going out in the days,the sun just burns my skin.
Bak kata orang tua-tua,saya ni puteri lilin la kot?
I cant sleep at nights,I sleep during the day sejak kebelakangan ni,and it messed up my bedtime hours even I dont have one. :)

As for today,Im going to campus around 8.30 to settle up papers and meet with someone there.
Then I`ll be back home quickly cuz I dont want to walk under the hot sun.. Panas gila!
Then at home,I`ll pack my stuff and wait Kak Ida to Pick me up and send me to Melaka Sentral!
Im going back home...weeeeeeeeeee...

But at the same time,it feels wrong to leave two of my bestie at home berdua for 3 days. :(
Sorry guys! But Nanti I`ll come back to Melaka sorg2 jugak kan? :P
So Fair la kan?ehehehehehe..
Selamat hari Raya btw to all!
Jumpa Lagi selepas raya okay lee and aini :D
Nak kuih Raya!

Monday, September 14, 2009

My life.My days.My Time :)




I am a girl obviously.LOL.
I enjoy daydreaming,but I do try to make it real most of the time.
I choose my friends wisely, I mix around normally but I only be close friends with people I get along well with.
It has been a trimester of me staying here in Malacca. I had some friends that are not worthy to be friends with. But in the process I met wonderful friends to stick with.
I moved around a lot of times here,and had some housemates that I couldn't stand to stay with.Well,they are good people,but not a good housemate that's all.
I cant stand having friends that are acting like craps.I had 2 of them here. And I don't think so I want any friends like that anymore.
I tolerate a lot with my friends, I try to stay calm even when Im mad. but I have limits. Im not a doll that you can fool around with. I dont seek revenge even if you fooled me a lot. I just play it cool.
I also have friends that I can sit with everyday eating and chatting without even feeling bored.
I have some at home back in Ipoh,and I have some here in Malacca.

As my fav? I love Ice-cream. I can eat them even when I have brain-freeze. :)
A truth that is meant to be told.
I never cook at home,I dont know how to cook at all.
I saw what my mum do every time she cooks.Thats all in my mind,but I never cook.
When I moved to Taman Dahlia,I started to polish my cooking skills.
Even my parents are great cook,yes! My mum and dad both cook! Which mum doesn't know how to cook right? And for my dad,of course he can cook :) He's a friggin' Executive Chef. Its a shame I dont get their talent. LMFAO.
But Soon,I will learn from them how to cook.
As for now,I know how to cook Macaroni Soup,Beefed Egg and some simple things without using "Knor Pasti Sedap" yawww.. I tried making pancakes first time in my life. I know the ingredients but still I cant get it right. I need to ask advise from the pro when I get back home this Wednesday :D



My gang memasak? For sure lah Lee aka Beta. To me,Lee is a great friend. Its hard to get someone you can get along easily.But I found that in Lee,I met her during orientation week during my first week in MMU. I wasnt feeling well at that time and fell on her. *sigh* But that bonded us instantly. We have the same addiction. KPOP. When we are still staying in Watercity, we are not housemate nor roomates,but still we got close even we didnt meet everyday. Our timetable is sooooo different, so I only met her tang kebetulan je. But on weekends, sometimes I sleep in her room as I dont really like staying alone in my room..hahaha! Now she`s my housemate and soon to be roomates. FYI,if im with her,for sure lambat tidur as we are both talkative. Aini yang pendiam pun dah start dah sewel dia. and her gelaran Beta,tah mana lah dapat..but I call her beta sometimes.lol.

Time kenal Lee,she introduced me to another one that im close with. Aini :D


Aini eh?What can I say about her? Well, dia tidur mcm org mati. Payah betul nak kejut!
I met Aini when Lee introduced her to me. My first impression on Aini.
Budak ni pendiam ni,tanya sepatah,jwb sepatah. But thats all a fuckin lie..hahaha..
She's not pendiam as she looks,she talks a lot.
Aini ni terer gak la math,dia kalau mara o bengang.dia buat math. When typing this aku tergelak,sbb if it was me,i would just forget about matha and sleep.LOL.
Aini ni manja sikit. Seriously,masak telur pun minyak terpercik,dia dah lari.
Even if buang sampah,kena ketuk dulu baru gerak :P
Nama manja dia nenekanda. Tah mana dapat pun aku tatau.hikhikk.. :)


These two are the person I stick around with most of the time,I feel bored when they are not around.Berbuka puasa pun almost evryday sama2.
Anyho, I cant wait to go back home for raya! I miss mama and papa so much. Calling them is not enough.I need to always see them. :) Pika,i miss you too,im coming home already!
BTW,When i get back home,I`ll post the pictures of my lovely new kittens. Cookie,Izzle and Tom aite? :) Toodles for now.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

New Addiction :)




The edge of her black robes came into his vision. "Lift your head, warrior. Look at me."
He took a deep breath and complied. "You are in such pain," she said softly. "I can feel your burden." "My heart bleeds." "For this human female of yours." He nodded. "I would ask that you save her, if it would not offend." The Scribe Virgin turned away from him. Then she floated over the marble, taking a slow turn around the courtyard. He had no idea what she was thinking. Or whether she was even considering what he'd requested. For all he knew she was out for a little exercise. Or about to walk away from him. "That I would not do, warrior," she said as she read his mind. "In spite of our differences, I would not desert you in that manner. Tell me something—what if saving your female meant you would never be free of the beast? What if having her live meant you must remain in your curse until you go unto the Fade?" "I would happily keep it within me." "You hate it." "I love her." "Well, well. Clearly you do." Hope fired in his chest. It was on the tip of his tongue to ask if they had struck a deal, if Mary could live now. But he wasn't going to risk tipping the balance of the negotiation by pissing the Scribe Virgin off with another question. She smoothed her way over to him. "You have changed quite a bit since we had our last private meeting in that forest. And I believe this is the first selfless thing you have ever done." He exhaled, a sweet relief singing in his veins. "There is nothing I would not do for her, nothing I would not sacrifice." "Fortunate for you, in a way," the Scribe Virgin murmured. "Because in addition to keeping the beast within you, I require you to give up your Mary." Rhage jerked, convinced he hadn't heard right. "Yes, warrior. You understand me perfectly." A death chill went through him, stealing his breath. "Here is what I offer you," she said. "I can take her out of the continuum of her fate, making her whole and healthy. She will grow no older, she will never be ill, she will decide when she wishes to go unto the Fade. And I will give her the choice to accept the gift. However, as I present the proposal, she will not know of you, and whether or not she consents, you and your world will be ever unknown to her. Likewise, she will not be known by any of those whom she has met,lessers included. You will be the only one who remembers her. And if ever you approach her, she will die. Immediately." Rhage swayed and fell forward, catching himself with his hands. It was a long time before he could squeeze any words from his throat. "You truly hate me." A mild electrical shock went through him, and he realized the Scribe Virgin had touched him on the shoulder. "No, warrior. I love you, my child. The punishment of the beast was to teach you to control yourself, to learn your limits, to focus inward." He lifted his eyes to her, not caring what she saw in them: hatred, pain, the urge to lash out. His voice trembled. "You are taking my life from me." "That is the point," she said in an impossibly gentle tone. "It is yin and yang, warrior. Your life, metaphorically, for hers, in fact. Balance must be kept, sacrifices must be made if gifts are given. If I am to save the human for you, there must be a profound pledge on your part. Yin and yang." He put his head down. And screamed . Screamed until the blood rushed into his face and stung. Until his eyes watered and all but popped out of his skull. Until his voice cracked and faded into hoarseness. When he was finished, he focused his eyes. The Scribe Virgin was kneeling in front of him, her robes spilling out all around her, a pool of black on the white marble. "Warrior, I would spare you this if I could." God, he almost believed that. Her voice was so hollow. "Do it," he said roughly. "Give her the choice. I would rather she live long and happily without knowing me than die now." "So be it." "But I beg of you… let me say good-bye. One last goodbye." The Scribe Virgin shook her head.



The above Paragraph is from the new book im reading. Black Dagger Brotherhood.
I love this book so much as it has such great story line.
Im now reading the 2nd book and its about Rhage and Mary.
I cried when reading the page above.Its so darn sad.
He need to let go of his loved one just so she can live.
BTW,Mary is dying of cancer. So Rhage made a trade with The Scribe so Mary could live.
But he needs to trade himself,as in keep the curse he got in his early life and he cant get near Mary and Mary wouldnt even remember him at all. :(
Why is love story like this?

But I like the ending :)
He and Mary can live together cuz Mary is Infertile. So he can live with Mary and Mary is cured from Cancer.
You need to read the book to feel me.. Its only 377 pages. LOL.
BTW,im getting back home this Wednesday...weeeeeeeeeee...
Cant wait but I need to endure severe Group assignments in these 2 days.. GREAT.Helluva Great.

I need to endure speaking with my most hated ex-friends here.
Im just waiting for Business assigment to be done,and adios 2 the girls I hated so much. Not looking forward to meeting you next trimester.TQ ( HOUSEMATES,U FEEL ME?) hahahaha..


Sunday, September 6, 2009

Crash and Burn

There`s a first thing for everything.And Everything will happen tho its different for each person.
On A beautiful Sunday Night, I (17 years old ) crashed a kancil, near the forest in Taman Dahlia.
It was intoxicating, I was blurred.
Nobody died in the crash, (mcm la serious sgt,bonggol ajepun.) but something Burned.
I officially declare that, I would never drive a friggin` car again in 1 or 2 years time.
I`ll just drive online,no one will get hurt,no worries,its free.

I text Rael and told me the incident and she told me she rammed someone`s car too 2 nights ago and is going to POLICE STATION to report.She is feeling the exact same feeling that I had.
It made me feel better, cuz I thought I was the only person panicking seriously since Malik said he rammed someone`s butt and still feel neutral.
I adore him for his bravery but man,I`m a girl,and Girls do freak out often,even if they got their shoes stepped on.. :P

My dad got his car rammed by a bus but he didnt panicked.Why?
Are men more "accident no worries" type than girls who are always "OMFG,I fucked someone`s car"????

I got presentation Tomorrow,what should I wear?What should I do?I didnt do anything yet :(

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Mari Jawab

20 Firsts!


1. Who was your first love?
:: First Love as in Real Love??Hikhik.. D person Im with now. And still going strong.


2. Who was your first kiss and when?
:: Duhhh,I dont kiss and tell.


3. Who was your first prom date?
::Dad??


4. Who was your first room mate?
:: Okay,Its Raelynda Rayner. In Watercity Melaka.


5. What was your first job?
:: Waitress,After SPM. :D


6. What was your first car?
::I dont have a car,I curik kete papa or mama. Mama seldom drives.


7. When did you go to your first funeral?
:: Never went to any funeral yet and hopefully none.


8. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
::17. :(


9. Who was your first grade teacher?
::Pn Fadzilah.are you still there in Ipoh?


10. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
:: Balik Kampung lah ape lagi.


11. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with?
:: With My BF,and tak ingat nak date kat mana?


12. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
:: I never snuck out of my house,my parents are so cool.


13. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?
::Pristeen.but we`re not as close as b4 anymore.


14. Who was the first person to send you flowers?
:: Papa.hikhikk..


15. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?
:: Watercity Resort,Melaka. <----- Asrama MMU okay??


16. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
:: My sayang :) He always makes me feel better.Thanks B!


17. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?
:: Kak Ila. :)


18. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
:: Take my hp and tgk jam pukul berapa.


19. What was your first career choice?
:: Owner of a shopping mall.


20. Who came out first on your mind for tagging?
:: Amoi and Lee..ehehe..

Wedding??

1) Anda rasa anda HAWT?
Hell no.. :)

2) Upload gambar kesayangan anda.
Alohh,dia takde gambar la..

3) Kenapa anda suka gambar ini ?
sbb :D

4) Bila kali terakhir makan pizza
Tak Ingat bile,but makan dgn Lee dlm bilik 2-5B1

5) Apa yg anda buat sambil menyelesaikan tag ini?
makan biskut raye.. *kantoi tak puase* :P

6) Selain dari nama anda sendiri, anda suke dipanggil dgn name ape ?
Tah..family calls "Bebel" but I dont like it.. :P

7) Pilih lagi 4 orang tanpe rasa kekesalan
Lee,Aini,Sara,Malik.

8) Siapa no 1 kepada anda ?
Kwn sengal same2 aku :D

9) Bagaimana pula dengan no 3 ?
D one who got my back when im in trouble

10) Pendapat anda pada no 4?
sgt lah cool dan sporting.

11) Katakan sesuatu terhadap orang ke – 2.
aini,karang kite lunch same2 ekk?

12) Anda juga mungkin meminati?
terlalu byk.